Originally posted by Bashar Teg
maybe you wanted out of that relationship and just chose a very destructive path in doing so? i only speculate that because you seem to lament your actions far more than the mere fact of losing her.regardless, you're obviously self-critical over it and have likely engaged in a lot of corrective introspection. that indicates a healthy approach, as opposed to some here who just blame substances and jews for their behavior.
you slick mother phucker
Originally posted by Bashar TegI think that plays a part too for sure. It was a whole weird time in my life that I don't think I'll ever truly understand. But yeah, introspection is super important with shit like that imo. I've always made sure not to justify anything I've done, just find reasons and explanations and figure out how to make it not happen next time, etc.
maybe you wanted out of that relationship and just chose a very destructive path in doing so? i only speculate that because you seem to lament your actions far more than the mere fact of losing her.regardless, you're obviously self-critical over it and have likely engaged in a lot of corrective introspection. that indicates a healthy approach, as opposed to some here who just blame substances and jews for their behavior.
That and drank myself to death for two years after, but like I say, I'm past that now
Originally posted by RaisenEh, I'm basically a woman anyway. There's barely a masculine trait to me, other than a weird ability for natural leadership. Other than that I'm more or less entirely a classic feminine beta. I can't even grow a beard, let alone be a proper 'man' man. If I tried, everyone would see through it in seconds. I've come to terms with that, though.
years slipping awayoh man. you keep repeating cliché woman talk dude.
you're a man. you can have kids until your 70 for a reason. you're designed this way for a reason.
stop stressing dude. it's phucking hormones and some feminized media.
you've got nothing to worry about
Originally posted by Scribble
Luckily I don't actually have any faith left to lose in humanity. That way I can keep attempting to be positive and when it doesn't work out, I just remember that I never thought it'd work out anyway, no big deal really
Bingo, we live in a world where a banana peel in a tree can traumatize people. We're doomed.
Originally posted by Scribble
Eh, I'm basically a woman anyway. There's barely a masculine trait to me, other than a weird ability for natural leadership. Other than that I'm more or less entirely a classic feminine beta. I can't even grow a beard, let alone be a proper 'man' man. If I tried, everyone would see through it in seconds. I've come to terms with that, though.
i'm not trying to put you down man. you seem like a really sensitive and artistic type of guy. we can only be authentic to who we are.
I was a sensitive kid. I was forced to be a little Dr. Phil for my grown parents and relatives. I was barely double digits in age before I realized their problems are self created bullshiit. it took me a while to see that in myself also.
there is nothing to feel bad about. it serves no good for you or others around you.
your "mistake" is nothing. life goes on. the sun will come up. the grass will grow. it's not complicated.
in 10 years you can be a financially well off and suave 35 year old. you don't need any attachment to limit your mobility in life. what you can have in 10 years will blow away what is in your head now. you don't have the vision yet. but you will see things once you clear your head of the clutter and negative emotions