See the bit that really gets me is that often I'm thinking "hey when I find a girl like me or just who likes me I'll be able to sort my stuff out and be happy and stuff" but like why do I expect it to be any different this time? In all likeliness I'll just **** it all up somehow or she'll realise what a pathetic man I truly am and then I'll be single for five years again
This charade is tiring and has little likely positive outcomes