Re: Help me desensitize myself
Originally posted by MasterMyOwnMindi flash booobz if it'll help lol
I had it going good for a day online, I mean it was a good start, then out of the blue she all the sudden gets a boyfriend, the guy looks like a toothpick, and blow it, I show my jealousy right to her face, I let it all out and pretend like we had something when we didn't.I knew her one day, online, sure she gave me her number and we talkeed on the phone for a few hours, but she said it was all "non-enjoyable" for her and now she doesn't want to talk to me anymore because I acted like a child and blew it.
Now she thinks me as a groveling mongrel and we haven't even met, but we could have, I blew it again.
There's zero hope for a relationship between us now.
But this GUY, this toothpick, I feel like he snatched her away from me and then I am more worthy.
And I know that sounds and what it insinuates, no, my biggest problem, my greatest weakness, has always been my strong feelings for people, for girls.
Take that away and I'm flawless. So please help me desensitize myself so I don't **** up anymore relationships prematurely! PLEASE!