Thoughts at the moment.

Originally posted by dadudemon
It's not. A dude I went to college with did just that: made a useful app and sold millions of copies in the App Store.

What app?

Wish I was skinny again, but then I remind myself I had a baby a little over a month ago.

Originally posted by Bardock42
What app?

Edit - no idea. I thought it was the spinMe app but I don't know, now.

I'll ask him.

I'd be curious to know.

I think there aren't that many independent developers that can make their living on the app store alone, and obviously even fewer runaway successes.

Originally posted by Oneness
I've been offered a path out of mediocrity, and given a chance for a utopian life-style.

And I've abandoned my dignity to accept it almost immediately. Don't get it twisted, I hate the system for taking my dignity.

#**** the system.

It's not being in porn, is it.

I feel like stabbing someone in the fuken face! What a fuken shitt week...

I want my beer belly to disappear right now.

I want to stay awake because I am enjoying the internet but if I do, I won't sleep while my son sleeps then I'll be mad that I didn't sleep.

I have all this cognition, and insight enough to know exactly what I have to do to optimize my utility, but no clarity of focus as a trade-off.

Overall, I'm beginning to sense a providential control over my situation. I'm not just on the upper echelon of cognitive versatility - I'm set apart.

The point of the Renaissance was that we all potentially have a super-mind. I'm unfiltered enough to find it, but every little thing trips my focus because of it. I need to stop stumbling my game plan. I can't even form a detailed game-plan. If I can focus enough to create an elaborate scheme, if I can learn to focus...

Hypnogogic states may allow a the wildest mind to settle on the banality of a single task, and on devising a game-plan.

I keep on getting into trouble at work..its a serious job and i have to use a hand scan to punch in and out. Today i was called in because i broke two violations, 1#forgetting my pass at home, 2# punching in not in proper dress code. I wont even get into it but i must shave everyday, must keep my hair short and other things that i find a waste of time.

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If one more person shoves their moral values in my face

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You're telling people to act a certain way cause your fairy-child feelings get hurt.

In the end I will relay the truth and my resultant intent.

"You didn't help me. I helped myself. Now you will pay. 'Hell hath no fury like a modern day alpha-male scorned.'"

In the end you'll understand your mistake and despair.

I had no moral support, the opposite. What goes around comes around. I was offered only chaotic confrontations, unnecessary cruelty, unprovoked hatred, and endless fatigue. That is all I'll offer you, in excess of what you could bring - and you couldn't make it a second in the world you gave me.