Basically my agnostic theism is that God can not only forget that it's God by believing its me, but if I work well with the spirit when it sets up things for me to enjoy in life, it can experience through my eyes a joyous life.
BUT...All my live I've lived a pattern, blondes exactly 1 year younger than me have been the source of romance, and bringing together friends of mine who don't hang out with each other if it weren't for me.
And me being a free spirit, and not wanting to do something with my life but opting instead to having fun.
Oh, and getting my ass kicked when I try to instigate, but I'm always trying for that p$$y and trying to win that good fight with my buddies.
It's a way to live a fun life, trust me. God would love to be me, cause I have no complaints being a crazy roller-coaster just like my life.
But now I think it's time for me to start focusing on the big picture, so I can win the fights and get the friends and get the girl by not being so rambunctious and out of control.