__________________ Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
i still don't understand the relevance of whether or not there were other guys in the room while the online incest-rape fantasy occured. then again i'm not a scientist.
__________________ Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
You sat there and questioned it's legitimacy as research, which is the relevance. I'm providing witnesses/evidence to establish it was research because I genuinely wasn't into it on a sexual and/or troll/entertainment level, despite it being an all-around shitty thing for me to do.
Sexology and sociology, in general, has always interested me. I found it fascinating. I still do. I obviously recognize my research as bad but it doesn't mean I've lost interest in these studies.
How much experience with what? Performing experiments/researching? It's something I've done since I was quite young. Nothing as direct as the research I did with the three individuals who had fetishes/fantasies.
AC said he wanted help fantasizing about raping his 16 year niece and you said "yes". you had begun the session with him.[/established]
the only reason we can all establish that is the simple question "why the hell would someone lie about that shit?"
everything after that is just your claims which are unsubstantiated.
__________________ Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
This thread has nothing to do with AC, why keep brining him up and making every thread in the forum about him, you seem obsessed with him. Pretty soon, you might turn out just like him. You know what they say about fan boys.
Yes, he pursued that fantasy. My research wasn't ethical. However, it was a fantasy... PERIOD. That means it wasn't an action that happened. Hell, it wasn't even a plan. This is also within a time period where there was little indication he was a hebephile or was GENUINELY doing this. It was incest, yes, but she was of age.
Him doing it within fantasy isn't proof that he wanted to ACTUALLY do it. At all. So, while you call it amazingly horrendous now, because he's been outed as someone who genuinely blackmailed and approached minors for shit, I didn't know that at that point. Back then, it was just text about a fantasy. A warped one, yeah, which was fitting for my research, but JUST that.
Also, my claims aren't grossly unsubstantiated or false. People were present for the research and knew I wasn't just trolling and/or doing it for my own personal sexual pleasure.
I'm not going to repeat this over and over again while you continue to say, "RAPE FANTASY" for shock value.
This is more about me now than AC for PVS, for reasons I'm not going to get into out of respect for my friends. It's fine. I really don't care. It takes attention off of other people getting trolled by PVS' nonsense.
"it was unethical, however" *superficial attempts at justification*
__________________ Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
Last edited by Bashar Teg on Sep 15th, 2014 at 03:40 AM
That's the reality, PVS. It's how you are and no one is unaware of that.
You're a near-forty year old online troll who spends his time bullying, harassing, and baiting other individuals. Call me the fuck out all you want but at least I had the guts to come forward with something I had done and claim it as a mistake.
You'll continue to be you, especially with the stage you're at, which is sad enough to be labelled a tragedy.
That's what happened to him when he got rejected in real life and got punched/punked out a few times, he crawled on the the safety of his keyboard and became a good bridge troll.
__________________ Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.