Increase testosterone levels to a billion. Get massive, earn a doctorate in mathematics and a teaching degree, and a drama major, get a job as a math professor at a reputable university or become an actor/celebrity super star, procreate with a smart, attractive woman and have many sup-par children.
Pretty much to fight the system and do what they don't want me to do, to disrupt the order and make more menaces to society like me, my "heirs", if you will who will one day overthrow the New World Order that planned 9/11.
One of my cousins is already doing this, we're going to conquer the world, shhhh.
Just saw Rush. That movie was so intense. The true story behind it reminded me of something I've noticed all my life. Doubt will almost always result in failure. However, when you get in the zone, are sure of your cause, you can defy the odds, cheat death, make things the way you want them to be.
I will quote from my favorite book, "Fear is the mind-killer." I have noticed this all my life. It's about that zone man, when James Hunt got in that zone, drag-racing in stormy weather, whatever fear he had at the start was gone, he was in the zone, so sure of his cause, he couldn't lose.
Recurrent in many films, one of my favorites being Wolfgang Peterson's Troy, but it's also something I have witnessed first hand, in real. This certainty of cause, fearlessness, at one point in the film James visualizes the race to come, imploring meditation. Something I have achieved, and will use to see my goals through. I won't be stopped.
Yo, eyo
I spit like an M16, I let them all know they can have it
That flash of magic, with an imagination to match it
So catch it, it's classic, but it will not be contained
In an industry man made, cuz it runs through my veins
It pumps through my brain, through my name, nothing will change
Don't make me huff and puff and turn this ****er to flames
But enough of the games, my shadow is a tidal wave
My idle, there's a brighter way, fight for it night & day
I've built fires inspired to keep my hands warm
I've hopped through hurricanes
And Step-stepped through sandstorms
I've climbed cliffs, you can see what I'm dreaming
Even walked on water, just to be here this evening
So, here we go again, I gotta prove I'm no magician to you
Rabbit in a hat, rappers is clueless how I kick it
This is blood, sweat & tears..
Flesh & bone a better way
A brotherhood of hope, with a megaphone at Heaven's gate
Shoot me down, raise my head
Walk my field of dreams instead
Cause there's no way, you will march on top of me
Not how this is going to be be
Lift my feet, raise my head
Love & sweat & tears I've bled
Create the path I see ahead
(so I guess I gotta...)
Walk my way instead
I been doxxed.
Can't dox one of the mother****ers, the other I found yet the information is hidden so I have to pay to see if I can find it then again this may be an undoxxable Illuminati member. The other one wasn't even in the records, so he's most probably in the Illuminati.
#Whitepages
I'm going to take what I want, the Illuminati won't stop me. I will get what I want, NOOOOOWWWWWW!
I may need to get my ritalin back, when I was on ritalin as a child I was far far far more aggressive. So much so, haha, you wouldn't believe. I was on Geodon still not too weak or docile. Geodon and Abilify were the depressants, made me sick, fat, and docile. Controlled, but not too controlled, I was still pretty hostile for a while. But now I can have continuous controlled aggressiveness, so when I want something I take it, with a stimulant like Ritalin. I'm about to get my Focalin dose increased, that's for sure.
They must perceive me as a threat, they looked back to when I was in 4th grade and had an altercation, they know I ran from the fight like a little *****, I agree, but the only way I was winning that was by eye gouging this boy that wasn't going down in a fair fight, and that would not have been good for me. But I was mad about it, and I lied to the teachers, always lied and made myself look more menacing and got myself in more trouble. Society tries to control us, they've spent quadrillions on creating a world of prisons for more people to be relocated into, people they can't manipulate, like me. I will not be even slowed down, but sped up by their efforts to keep a shock collar on me!
Originally posted by rudester
Those jerks do u need back up? I knew they were up to know good better wear tinfoil on are heads so they dont read are minds. What happend in forth grade?
Tinfoil won't do anything. A wet towel won't do anything. Watch "Through The Wormhole" with Morgan Freeman, more specifically, the Cyber Hacking Episode, the portion about 'Mind Hacking' to get a real idea.
There were a group of 5th graders and they were all I guess from the worst part of Raleigh, NC (is there a ghetto there?), I don't remember what happened exactly but I was being competitive and losing and I ran my mouth and one of them shoved me into the wall. And I stood there and moped like the introverted psychopath I am, then I went down and kicked him in the stomach, he grabbed my leg, threw me, and I ran away until I guess some staff or something showed up. They knew about that somehow.
Then I told the teachers I started it and he was lucky I didn't kill him. Same thing happened to me in 7th grade, lied and got myself in more trouble. Eighth grade I actually hit this loud-mouth and was expelled for 10 days. I just got more and more controlled, one time I let this guy hit me so I could go snitch on him, BUT THAT WASN'T ME! That wasn't me. The real me would have won by being the more violent person. Violent and aggressive people are winners who are dangerous to the Illuminati and can get ahead and therefore must be relocated by the "authorities" into prisonan isolated institution. Prisons are really micro-institutions, less harsh than institutions like America which are the amalgam of careers, bum labor jobs, gangs, schools, sports teams, a family, a household, the military, church. Chains, chains, chains, chains. We're animals in a suit.
Tin foil is a solution that a bum or a hobo would come up with. Try manipulating your lucid dreams by selecting certain desired hypnogagic hallucinations as you dose off and being aware when you're in the 5th NREM or 1st, 2nd, and 5th REM stages of sleep, and create lucidity in picturing events via meditation, do those first, baby steps to being aware of the foreign impulses generated by this micro-trans-cranial direct current stimulation that is firing off in your brain and preventing the foreign impulse from becoming an action thereby bypassing the effect of mind control, "resisting it", if you will. I am not aware of any tDCS in my brain yet, I hope to test this "mind control" theory by experiencing these impulses to do things, the only way to experience them is to be aware, and that's tricky with the human brain. It's the demonstration via experience rather than experiment. So I am not a crack pot, crack pots don't conduct experiments or try to demonstrate what they babble on about through experience.
In theory, per the control or alteration of thoughts and memories and actions, what is seen and heard, the tDCS method would be a combination of impulse, action, reward, punishment, all electric signals in one's brain, and the operant conditioning that is the product thereof. Without the action, operant conditioning does not occur, memories are accessible, but one's thoughts, personality and memory have been made more difficult to alter now that the individual refuses to act on any foreign impulses whatsoever. But it's difficult to be aware of which impulses are foreign.
Did you know that "Jesus" was an Aries?
Born on the 17th of April in the year 747, historically. He had enough muscle mass to sustain him for 40 days and 40 nights without any wine, food, or any calories, nothing but water. He actually slaughtered the Nephilim Species (Demoniac humans who implored Witch Craft to be Superior and Rule), Homer's Iliad is this altered story, while expelling the demons of doubt that allowed others to submit. He'd often fast in battle, the energy given to your body during certain stages of catabolism can cause increased mental acuity and focus. He was NOT crucified.
The point of Jesus Achilles son of Zeus (not Peleus) was so Uranus could undergo Metempsychosis, so that he could have his testes back and the virility to rule once more. He left and refused to mess up Cronus and his lackeys, like Zeus, cause Gaia was too stupid to realize she was on the wrong side. He's waiting till she decides to get on his side to initiate the Ragnorak (and kill all his wayward children [color=red]with furious vengeance). Uranus rules Aquarius, so suffice it to say Gaia will see the err in her ways soon, because Aquarius is the next Age.
As for where humanity sits in all this, we're actually entertainment for the Titans and Gods, Zeus created us to form a truce with Cronus, because there's enough debauched sex, violence, and war in human history to satiate the wanton sadism of both generations born of Gaia. Uranus will allow us to do what we want, instead of play our roles, whereas titans and gods will just dominate our minds so that we doubt it when we're not miserable. That is how the world works, that is current human nature, you know that to be the truth - but it needn't be that way. Human nature could be as awesome as we want when our minds are not being inhabited by alien identities. [/color]