If you'd seen my previous posts you'd know that I'd been a catholic for most of my life and for the large part of it believed many of this things you believe right now. So yes, I have considered the possibility that you are correct in your beliefs. I am totally open minded in that I will consider any theory or question someone puts to me despite whether think I'll agree with it or not. You claim to be open to everything but you said earlier that you've never even considered the possibility that god may not exist. Does that not sound close minded? I didn't mean, has your faith ever weakened I more meant have you ever just looked at life for what it presents it self is and considered whether there is anything that suggests the existence of a god. In my previous posts I did suggest that you seem to have a blind faith in your religion (or Messiah) but if you think I'm wrong then say so. I never think that I'm totally right about anything and my comments are always open for debate.