theres something SERIOUSLY wrong with me!

that and making sure you did something that gets your adrnalin running b/c your blood runs faster and its harder to stop....... not that I tried any of this in my past...

k guys were getting off topic....lol i dont think she needs to hear the right way to slit your wrists right now

Dammit Mich, don't do this to yourself, it doesn't help--as you can see, it just makes you feel worse and confused 😖

There is nothing wrong with you 🙄 You are hitting pubirty pretty hard! Every teenager your age goes through weird stuff, its different for everyone.

Originally posted by lil bitchiness
There is nothing wrong with you 🙄 You are hitting pubirty pretty hard! Every teenager your age goes through weird stuff, its different for everyone.

Sorry, but no. Teenagers don't usually want their loved ones to die.

She doesn't actually want her loved ones to die... The indication being that when she thinks about how horrible that would actually be, she gets upset.

Misha where are u anyways? havent heard anything back from you in a while

Hi Misha.

There are many instances in that we feel unloved and lonely. Yet, we have to understand that these things are only temporary sensations that the brain experiences in response to daily events. How have you been dealing with stress? friends? family? There are many key roles in your moments of "massochism". I figure that you must have experienced some trauma, yet to a lesser degree. We also have to understand that we can't let these troubling thoughts consume our daily lives, because there is more to life.

There are issues in that you must resolve so you can move on. Maybe the problem with you is that you do not know how to move on with a certain "something" that may have happened to you before. Maybe you can tell us when and where are the moments in that you experience those negative thoughts and reactions? It would be of great help to us, who are willing to help you.

Much Regards,
Mulder

yeah its not that she actually wants them to die. I know ive thought about what would happen if i died and who my true friends are and who would miss me.

Originally posted by Darth Revan
She doesn't actually want her loved ones to die... The indication being that when she thinks about how horrible that would actually be, she gets upset.

She tells herself she doesn't want her loved ones to die, but the fact that these thoughts even enter her head should be a warning that something MAY be wrong. Because I know damn well that feelings like that aren't "just a part of puberty".

They may be nothing, they may jsut be a phase, or they may be something more, something may be seriously wrong and it may be a good idea to get it at least checked out. Can never be to careful.

There is always more than one way to view an event, and how you view any situation influences your feelings and actions. Negative thinking patterns distort your view of yourself and life. They can make you feel down, worried, and stressed out, and they can provoke you into ill-chosen actions.

Learning to say to yourself; "I can fix this problem, because I create my own reality" are one of the first steps out of this problem. Positive thoughts do create a positive reality. Whatever the issues may be...they need to be resolved personally and sincerely.

Considering Misha has been online several times and posted about 50 posts (none in this thread) since her ramblings in this thread yesterday, it seems pretty obvious this whole thread was made up just to create attention.

If this was really a problem she would have checked back in this thread and responded to the 20 or so people who tried to give her advice, so to speak.

Originally posted by liltiggasmootay
k guys were getting off topic....lol i dont think she needs to hear the right way to slit your wrists right now

Originally posted by BackFire
Sorry, but no. Teenagers don't usually want their loved ones to die.

Originally posted by Tired Hiker
Have you ever had anyone you loved and were close to die? I think if that actually happened you'd be really sad that they were gone. 🙁

no i havnt. and thats why i get angry at myself for thinking it afterwoods!

Originally posted by DarkPheonix
hun, I had the same prob as you but I learned to controll it.
you need disaplin, do you take a martial arts or a yaga class? If not I suggest it. It does wonders to the self confidence and to the self mutilation thingy.

And those thoughts you have, your not the only one. who hasnt thought of their parents dying when your mad/distressed/or gennerally upset.
I'm gonna be 18 in a couple of months and I've only in the past year gotten over the self mutilation, tough I've traded it for a job that does it for me LOL

no, i mean...when im normal and havnt been upset for a while...then i start thinking 'i wish this person could die so i can cry in my room' then im like 'wtf r u saying that for?'

i have 2 sides.....one is the outgoing me who loves shopping, talking on the phone, friends and all that....but then theres the other me where i love to sit in my room, reading a good book with a coffee...or sit in my room crying 😬

Originally posted by liltiggasmootay
[QUOTE]phth, help smelp......i refuse any help.....

ok you say you want help but you refuse to go get any...sorry but that doesn't make sense. Obviously you do want help or else you wouldnt be comming on here and asking what to do. You need it and you know you do, comming on here and asking us was a start but your not gonna get better unless you go see a therapist cause maybe you need medication. Your probably depressed...thats what it sounds like anyways. That doesnt mean your crazy or weird it happens to alot of teens. If u cant talk to your parents then don't and if u have to the therapist will or maybe just go talk to your family doctor. As for your friends... if they wont understand then there not your friends, and i suggest you make new ones.

ok firstly i was kidding 😬 dont u realise the thing i said next was 'ok guys i need help...if he's born bla bla bla!' i dont want "professional" help because im not that kinda person......i dont like being helped on stuff like this...obviously yall arent gonna bother me about this, like my friends/family would...and if ya do i can just ignore u coz its on the net 😬 thats y i asked here!
secondly....i know i need new friends....but theres no1 at school who i'd like to be friends with apart from them! like i said earlier, theres 2 completely opposite sides to me...one side of me loves em, the other hates em!

Originally posted by silver_tears
I seriously do think you need to seek professional help.

And no I'm not being cruel or mean in any way. That is just my general opinion. I mean clearly none of us are capable of diagnosing anything that Misha may be going through, but if the point of this thread was just for the "Oh don't worry, you're perfectly fine!" reassurance, I won't give it, because something more can come of this if you don't get the help you may need.

It may be simply a stage, but it can also be something more serious for all we know.

i dont know if ive said this before, but thats not what i want! i thought u understood now that i DONT do stuff for attention....if i ask something like this, it's not so people say "oh hun dont worry, itll be ok! well work through it" ....... i dont know what i wanted to hear...maybe....i dunno i just wanted to hear what people had to say, you know? i just wanted an oppinion 😬

what kind of girl in your opinion does look for proffesional help when needed then?

Originally posted by Dexx
yes....the otf will do that to the lesser folk, so..first thing's first. give up the otf.
then...watch 'girl interrupted' and seek professional help.

you don't WISH people you love would die, you just thought about it...and you also thought about how people (perhaps some particualr people 😉 ) would react to that.

my guess is that you're in need of attention..

like i said i dont do things for attention......i frown upon the people who do things for attention...and doing things for attention just isnt me!