Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hahah XD? you and my brother....
hahaha ty.

Your brother? 🤨 Huh...? 😕

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
I know when you look inside you can see,
I cannot hide from you.
I feel when you look you can understand me,
My heart still beats true.
You want to play the field a bit,
And all I can do is fight.
While typically I don't get into this s##t,
I think for once this is right.
I believe I can do it, win you free,
I know I can be the best,
But in the end what will come, will be?
Just me, or the rest?
While you are there and having fun,
I am going to bid my time,
And when this race has been run,
I may be first in line,
Just being myself and true to me,
All I can ever do.
And when it comes down to I and thee,
Will I be with You?

really nice, cute 😄 I think i've run out of words to use as compliments..😂 you guys took 'em all.. but seriously, I like. 😄

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
I don't care what you think
I don't care what you say.
I don't care enough to blink,
I am always gonna be this way.
I was born to be a man,
A knight and a "nice guy"
When I tried to be bad, damn,
I always ended up wanting to die.
You can say that I am weird,
You can say that I suck,
But this is how my spirit's geared.
And I just don't give a f@#$.
What can you say, what can you do?
Can you change who I am ?
I will never be changed by you,
Only if I want to, I have MY plan.
So if you can't handle me then leave,
If you don't like what you see.
I never rest or get reprieve,
I am always one person: ME.

You tell 'em, dude.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hahahaha I dunno, I hide my eyes so much that even when I look dead into someone's eyes unless I really really force it out, you can't see em well. Deep set and dark they are... haha eh, what ever you know? I am glad to have met an awesome lady, and if naught else hanging with her is groovy. Yes, cause I am a guy alone, I would like something a bit more romantic, but I can also deal with being friends. Hhahahaha amazing how you ladies make us guys go completely off our respective benches.

btw....some really good stuff DW

Originally posted by Tassie
Your brother? 🤨 Huh...? 😕

really nice, cute 😄 I think i've run out of words to use as compliments..😂 you guys took 'em all.. but seriously, I like. 😄

You tell 'em, dude.

I can't stop moving on with my life...
Even when I think of my past...
I must continue striving foward,
Or my will to go on won't last.
My memories are tainted with the pain.
And I cannot see the path.
I cannot breath, my chest refuses to move,
Like I am the subject of God's wrath...

I just lie, I just die, I can't go on.
I must lose, I can't choose, I can't...
This is wrong!

I must get up, I must break free!
I must fight on, and live life; Be!
I cannot quit, I know it's true!
I cannot stop because I love .... you...

So back up on my feet I wearily climb.
Back up to the ladder, covered in filth and grime.
Drawing my steel again, and letting my armor fall.
Either I shall win, or I will lose it all...

I don't want to fight anymore, I can't find my strength...
I feel like my soul has been cored, My blood my enemies drink...

But I must! I must get up! I must go on for you!
I must! I must Rise UP! I must see this battle through!
And I! I will glory when my victory comes!
I must! I must get up! Even though breath freezes in my lungs,
I must! I must drive on! I must fight for thee!
I must! And I will not quit, I will win this day, just me!
I must! I will! I CAN! I feel!

(this has to be sung to be properly timed, but unfortunately, I am a bad singer.... so I hope you can just feel how I feel with this...haha...)

yeah, it really striked me as lyrics 😄 You're such a skilled linguistic XD
(yes, the XD thing that you're brother does)

haha thanks babe. hahahaha You wrote a great one today!! Thank YOU for sharing! 😄

becuz of god he is a ***** he is the biggest ***** of them all

Originally posted by b-dan
becuz of god he is a ***** he is the biggest ***** of them all

hey, if you come here you should comment on the poetry. we didnt ask for anything than that. may god take mercy on someone who speaks without thinking..

Originally posted by b-dan
becuz of god he is a ***** he is the biggest ***** of them all

Ok this is like the 3rd time I have tried to post and now I finally found a poem I can place here.... so here ya go.

MY WORST NIGHTMARE

The beautiful lady that I dream of,
The woman who in slumber I can love,
My castle, my kingdom so far away,
The fleeing hart, the hunting hounds' bay,
My land I view from my keep,
These I see as I lay asleep.
My simple fantasies I hold dear,
Losing these? My greates fear.
For regardless of the pains I feel,
I can always escape the real.
I can flee to my secret kingdom fair,
A place without rules, boundaries; I wish to share,
Could you come fly with me and see my world?
Do you have the strength, my lovely girl?
And if you see mine dreams I keep,
Can you hold me as I wake and weep?

All Night

(lyrics, btw, to a song of mine.)

I lay down in my empty bed,
My empty shell, My tears, My head
Held in my hands as I feel this way.
So alone, and afraid it'll stay.

I need you here with me,
All night, sleepin' tight,
I need you to kiss me,
All night, hold me tight,
I need you to need me,
All night, All night.
I need you to love me,
All night, that's right.

My dreams I love, but they fade,
I awake, my mind in shade,
Your love could heal my pain,
Please stay with me again.

I need you here with me,
All night, sleepin' tight,
I need you to kiss me,
All night, hold me tight,
I need you to need me,
All night, All night.
I need you to love me,
All night, that's right.

Just stay here all night,
Just love me all night,
Holding you all night,
Let's stay up all night.

Great stuff! Both of them.. especially like the first verse in the song.

Thanks tass.... write some sooN!!! hahaha okok.... and here are a few more....

Reaaallllly hope she don't see this, cause well, haha it is emotion but to like the MAX... hard night last night... bad dreams.

You need to know what you mean to me,
Though we've only seen eachother recently,
And Yes we don't have a long-time thing,
But, baby, I would do most anything

To show you How much I have fallen for you.
To hold you and love you the whole night through.
To Take you and forever watch over you.
And Guard you, love you, your precious jewel too.

I die a little each time I walk away
And it seems like without you an empty day
I long to hear your voice just for a bit,
I need to see you; for you this was writ.

You cannot see how hard I fell for you...
You will not see this poem but it's true...
I wish I could just speak my mind...
Say my piece, but the unkind truth...

You don't know it do you?
That I really care for you.
But do you share that for me?
I don't think so, It's not to be.
Unless I'm blind to the truth:
That when I fell, so did you.

Angels and Devils

We are separated by a wide space of emptiness,
Unable to see my eyes, plunging farther into darkness,
The fire that burns has burned me; finally I know.
And these wounds of mine I can never reveal, show...

I would rip out my wings and set them ablaze
If we could just hold eachother tight,
I would tear off this mail, throw down my blade
If I could keep you for a night,
My eyes tear oceans of blood and never cease
The rising tide overwhelms me
And in my chest rages a hungry beast
Who threatens to shatter me.

The dark becomes light and the night day,
But you are still so awfully far away,
This pain becomes a dull throb in my chest,
My heart that beats beneath this vest
You could own with just a smile, just a word.
But you can never see it, it's never heard.

dude.....i just noticed...if you put all your stuff together back to back..its almost like a story......

spike said we needed to talk more.........i never knew that all i rally needed was to read your poetry....

you really do love this girl....yanno how i doubted my kills and said i needed to listen to my friends when they tell me im good.......dude, if you dont tell this girl how you feel, she may not be there forever.....you remember i told you about the one that got away from me...she is in florida now with some guy i would have killed if i saw him around her...but yanno i missed my shot cuase i didnt think i had a shot. i was wrong...dont lose what i did.

Rain

I stand watching the world fall all around.
I stay and I see the patterns on the ground.
I wait to no avail I'm waiting alone.
I guess I'm in hell, I just wanna go home.

I just wanna go home,
I want to stay home.
I want to be alone.
I am leaving home.

I freeze everyday the coldness of this place.
I feel so incomplete, it shows on my face.
And I know this pain will stay with me.
I can't explain how this should be.

And I wanna go home.
I don't belong here.
I just wanna be alone.
Alone with my fear.
I need to just leave.
And walk away from me.
But I can't get reprieve.
There is no joy for me.

So come down from heaven burst upon my shoulder now,
Come down and moisten the desert of my heart.
Fall down and just wet my bleeding face.
Come down please remove me from this awful place.

Traitor

I have seen my troubles through blinded eyes.
I did not pay attention to these self-told lies.
This f#$#ing organ that keeps all of us alive
Is the biggest problem, and inspiration for this rhyme.

You tell me when you hurt, love and when you die.
I have to face the world alone when I want to cry.
You abandon all sense and leave me sailless in this sea,
I wish I could rip you out and just be free.

Damn it all I still need you not just for life itself,
I would not be me if I put you away on a shelf,
So tell me heart, why did you let me live this long?
Why is it only me that sings this melancholic song?

I walk a thousand miles and I get nowhere.
I see a million smiles, but of my own I am scared.
I view a hundred lovers and the passion that they share.
But for me it's just a lone walk, I cannot go out there.

Yet I can't stay in here, burning with rage and desire.
I must face the fears, I hear the dangerous liar.
I'm living a riddle alone, fed up and getting tired.
I wish that I'd never been here, never been sired.

At least if I did not exist, I could rest and not worry.
But this life courses around and I must join in the hurry.
And while you people everywhere run about and scurry,
I will simply walk about and see my hopes become buried.

^my favourite out of your latest. 😄 Love them!

Thanks Tass. Hey, feeling so crappy IS good for something at least, huh? hahahaa Inspiration..... how I despise thee somedays..

yeah, they are good for something, at least. we'll look back on them, and how much we've grown from these times. 😄 It's a nice thought.. from a bitter feeling 😬 It does suck.

And anyways, these days won't last long. At least they inspire us to write -even better- poetry that will be there for us to treasure, even after the feelings have died. 🙂