Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Started by DreamingWarrior69 pages

A dream of mine. Warning, it is kinda wild. hahaha.....😄

Dreaming Away

In the mist we hold tight as we float down the stream,
We hear the chirps of the frogs and the loon's scream,
The water laps at the sides of our tiny craft,
You and I laying laying here, our strength sapped,
A touch to your hair and your smile grows,
Brightening dark waters which beside us flow,
A kiss to lips red as rubies pouty and full,
With a siren's voice in my head; my heart you rule,
I feel your hands moving up my chest to cup my face,
What's left of our garments: tattered blue jeans and lace,
Falling into your eyes, bewitching whirlpools of green,
The most radiant beauty I've ever seen,
You wink and tell me that your love is true,
Just as I want to say, " I loveth you".
So we smile jinxed and laughing, holding close,
We know each other intimately, head to our toes,
From my battle scars to your own that you hide,
Trying not to show the world your winter side,
I know better, it's hidden deep in your eyes,
We see the other's soul, so we never tell lies,
And no need with love so perfect as this,
Clasped in our arms, we lay back with a kiss,
As the moon falls behind clouds and the sky darkens,
We get to fight a war that both of us wins.

To that bedeviled woman in my dreams. Whoever you may be.... hah...

Wonder who you are talking about

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
A dream of mine. Warning, it is kinda wild. hahaha.....😄

Dreaming Away

In the mist we hold tight as we float down the stream,
We hear the chirps of the frogs and the loon's scream,
The water laps at the sides of our tiny craft,
You and I laying laying here, our strength sapped,
A touch to your hair and your smile grows,
Brightening dark waters which beside us flow,
A kiss to lips red as rubies pouty and full,
With a siren's voice in my head; my heart you rule,
I feel your hands moving up my chest to cup my face,
What's left of our garments: tattered blue jeans and lace,
Falling into your eyes, bewitching whirlpools of green,
The most radiant beauty I've ever seen,
You wink and tell me that your love is true,
Just as I want to say, " I loveth you".
So we smile jinxed and laughing, holding close,
We know each other intimately, head to our toes,
From my battle scars to your own that you hide,
Trying not to show the world your winter side,
I know better, it's hidden deep in your eyes,
We see the other's soul, so we never tell lies,
And no need with love so perfect as this,
Clasped in our arms, we lay back with a kiss,
As the moon falls behind clouds and the sky darkens,
We get to fight a war that both of us wins.

To that bedeviled woman in my dreams. Whoever you may be.... hah...


omg I loverz it! 😊

certainly a different tonality for this thread. I like it. its fresh.
ant that other one. cool. guess we are all here together for a reason maybe its to care for and help each other. even though there is distance words can be as moving if not more than actions.
blessed may we all be.

Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Wonder who you are talking about

dunno. all i can say is she haunts my dreams.
Originally posted by Lara
certainly a different tonality for this thread. I like it. its fresh.
ant that other one. cool. guess we are all here together for a reason maybe its to care for and help each other. even though there is distance words can be as moving if not more than actions.
blessed may we all be.
yeah. ahhhahha... tyall vm. more later.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
dunno. all i can say is she haunts my dreams.

What does she look like?

Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
What does she look like?

arghhhh... well, she is about 5 foot 10, hair down t the tops of her shoulderblades usually, it is tyically blonde and sometimes brunette, she has a line of freckles running across her shoulders, and creamy pale skin. I have only seen her face as she laughs, and it is both beautiful and weird, because I can see her laugh, but I am unable to really see her face... I just know what she looks like as she is laughing.... someone has always woken me up before I could see her face. I know her scent as well, and the sound of her voice... hahah mebbe I am being tormented by a past life or something... I love the dreams we share, but waking up is very disappointing and heart-wrenching...

Mystery

I look in wonder as you stand there,
Moonlight glinting off cascading hair,
Framing a face of beauty fair,
My heart and mind scream;"Do I dare?!"

As I approach you turn and smile,
Knowing I was watching all the while,
Bathed in darkness, just your style,
Seducing me sweetly, driving me wild,

I join you in the cool waters clear,
You warm yourself by drawing near,
That kiss to me is like a hot brand's sear,
When it touches my lips I want to cheer!

To stand and shout to the heavens above,
To declare to the world of our love,
To clasp your face in hands scarred and rough,
And pray with all my strength my heart is enough,

We sit in the water holding tight through this night,
Watching the Whippoorwill sing and take flight,
Enjoying eachother with touch taste and sight,
Our hearts as one, this is absolute; right,

As dawn breaks o'er the horizon, your body shimmers away,
I shake my head, disappointed by the day,
Standing, I walk back to the bank, where my clothes lay,
I look back once more, remembering, then sadly say;

"Gone again from my sight thou be my sweet,
Grateful this wounded heart thy didst entreat,
Return swift! Let our love speed thyne feet,
On the eve of the morrow, again let us meet."

My sword in it's scabbard, readied for defense, or attack,
I pull on my boots, and grab up my pack,
Alone as I walk, but wanting to go back,
And return to last night, to you, in fact,

Just to live in that moment of perfect union,
So close were we, it seemed we became one,
It was sweet, wonderful, awesome and fun,
But we could not escape the damning sun.

I know you fade each morn that comes by,
And neither of us wants to let go; just cry,
But I also know this; my love, your tears dry,
We shall meet again, soon, the sweet by and by.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
arghhhh... well, she is about 5 foot 10, hair down t the tops of her shoulderblades usually, it is tyically blonde and sometimes brunette, she has a line of freckles running across her shoulders, and creamy pale skin. I have only seen her face as she laughs, and it is both beautiful and weird, because I can see her laugh, but I am unable to really see her face... I just know what she looks like as she is laughing.... someone has always woken me up before I could see her face. I know her scent as well, and the sound of her voice... hahah mebbe I am being tormented by a past life or something... I love the dreams we share, but waking up is very disappointing and heart-wrenching...

Lol too tall to be me then 😛 😄

Awwww... damn your poetic greatness 😄

Your poem rocks

very cool. very cool indeed. 🙂

way too tall for me 😂 I'm 5ft5 😂
come on cold we can start the shorties be cool embassy 😂

Originally posted by Coldfire
Lol too tall to be me then 😛 😄

Awwww... damn your poetic greatness 😄

HAHAHAHAAHA my greatness??? please sweets. you and the rest are better than I. kinda stuck in this rhyme pattern right now... hahah
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Your poem rocks
TY.
Originally posted by Lara
very cool. very cool indeed. 🙂

way too tall for me 😂 I'm 5ft5 😂
come on cold we can start the shorties be cool embassy 😂

hahahahahaha, ohhhh you women..... hahahaha look. Honestly, I have only met and seen about 5 women taller than me. or up to my height, so dont feel bad. average woman is lik 5' 6". haha.... average guy is 5' 10". so I am like above average.... heightwise. hahah!

Looking for something, but I cannot see...
Darkened eyes again, the wasteland growing dim...
Cannot feel my warmth, going cold inside...
Nowhere left to run, and no place to hide....

Can't Run! Cannot sleep! Can't Fight! Cannot dream!
Can't Live! Cannot die! Can't Smile! Cannot cry!

Stuck in this desert, losing all my dreams....
My mouth opens up, silently I scream....
No sound from my lungs, no air left in me...
What I always feared, may soon come to be....

Can't Run! Cannot sleep! Can't Fight! Cannot dream!
Can't Live! Cannot die! Can't Smile! Cannot cry!

No one to blame now, just my self sitting alone....
Broken hopes and love, shattered heart and bones...
Too weak to stand alone, too strong to just let go...
Crawling to the edge, numb yet hurting so....

Why! WHY?! Why can't I die, Just lay down and sigh!
My last, My last breath!? Give up into death?
Why? WHY!!?? Why hold on? When it feels like all hope is gone?
Why do I have to struggle on? Alone feeling wronged?

kinda feeling down lately, so sorry for the depressingness of it all. hahaha

Originally posted by Lara
very cool. very cool indeed. 🙂

way too tall for me 😂 I'm 5ft5 😂
come on cold we can start the shorties be cool embassy 😂


LOL I'm only 5'4!!! We should so do that!! 😂
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
HAHAHAHAAHA my greatness??? please sweets. you and the rest are better than I. kinda stuck in this rhyme pattern right now... hahah TY. hahahahahaha, ohhhh you women..... hahahaha look. Honestly, I have only met and seen about 5 women taller than me. or up to my height, so dont feel bad. average woman is lik 5' 6". haha.... average guy is 5' 10". so I am like above average.... heightwise. hahah!

If I were you I wouldn't argue with me cuz I'm really stubborn lol. You are a great poet, and your rhymes are awesome

hehehe I'm below average 😂

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Looking for something, but I cannot see...
Darkened eyes again, the wasteland growing dim...
Cannot feel my warmth, going cold inside...
Nowhere left to run, and no place to hide....

Can't Run! Cannot sleep! Can't Fight! Cannot dream!
Can't Live! Cannot die! Can't Smile! Cannot cry!

Stuck in this desert, losing all my dreams....
My mouth opens up, silently I scream....
No sound from my lungs, no air left in me...
What I always feared, may soon come to be....

Can't Run! Cannot sleep! Can't Fight! Cannot dream!
Can't Live! Cannot die! Can't Smile! Cannot cry!

No one to blame now, just my self sitting alone....
Broken hopes and love, shattered heart and bones...
Too weak to stand alone, too strong to just let go...
Crawling to the edge, numb yet hurting so....

Why! WHY?! Why can't I die, Just lay down and sigh!
My last, My last breath!? Give up into death?
Why? WHY!!?? Why hold on? When it feels like all hope is gone?
Why do I have to struggle on? Alone feeling wronged?

kinda feeling down lately, so sorry for the depressingness of it all. hahaha


Awww hug Hope you feel happier again real soon hun 🙂

Originally posted by Coldfire
LOL I'm only 5'4!!! We should so do that!! 😂

If I were you I wouldn't argue with me cuz I'm really stubborn lol. You are a great poet, and your rhymes are awesome

hehehe I'm below average 😂

Awww hug Hope you feel happier again real soon hun 🙂


you may be stubborn girl, but women raised me. I know how to argue and win with females because of that. so ha. you are great, vaya is too, blaze and tass, el and syren, karmah, pob, jakk, lara,al, oiram, jeez, everyone here has massive talent. is a pleasure seein all of your poems.

am trying to get better. haha your help has been and is much appreciated, M'lady. let it never be said that your heart is cold.

this is an awesome song from a Canadian band called Kittie. been listening to it alot. check em out!

"In Winter"

You fell to the ground like rain
On deaf ears your cries met hands And knees were blistered
Shouting from the tallest tree
You declared wrong
But they never listen
There’s safety in numbers
This cold-hearted world!
The Coldest Winter...
You don’t see me like I know you
Hiding behind glass
So sickened by grief
You can’t let them win
They’ll have you
Playing life makes death so good
This cold-hearted world!
The Coldest Winter...
You don’t know, And you never will!

The knife pierces my chest,
I feel nothing,
The blade splits my heart,
I feel nothing,
The poison seeps into my veins,
Still nothing,
The blood inside me freezes,
But nothing,
The flames eat at my flesh,
Still no feeling,
I burn and reform again and again,
And yet I feel nothing,
She looks at me and turns away,
I feel nothing,
This dream must stop, it's killing me.
I feel nothing...
But pain.

Phoenix

Burning in my flames, I rage my fire
Leaping with the cinders to bring this heat higher,
You come along, bringing the spring rain,
My fires smolder out, I rise up cooled again...

And now there you stand, laughing and smiling wide,
The fires ate your clothes, but you didn't hide...
Unabashed you walk towards me while winking...
I go WTF? My eyes won't stop blinking...

You grab me by the arm, drawing me near to you...
Leading me to the river, we plunge into the blue...
Now the burning is gone, and the scars soon fade,
We lay under the surface, and under the shade,

I fall asleep in your arm, as they protect me...
Don't care if I wake up, or if I forever dream...
Just happy in this moment, when loved is what I feel...
Hope you know my thanks, for helping this heart heal...

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
am trying to get better. haha your help has been and is much appreciated, M'lady. let it never be said that your heart is cold.

😊 hug
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
The knife pierces my chest,
I feel nothing,
The blade splits my heart,
I feel nothing,
The poison seeps into my veins,
Still nothing,
The blood inside me freezes,
But nothing,
The flames eat at my flesh,
Still no feeling,
I burn and reform again and again,
And yet I feel nothing,
She looks at me and turns away,
I feel nothing,
This dream must stop, it's killing me.
I feel nothing...
But pain.

Wow I got the shivers reading that one.... hug