Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Heartspiked

I had my love, rather she had me,
But it was too soon, it was not to be,
So we parted ways in the morn,
And to this I became sworn,
Never again shall I
Let my heart die,
But all that did was kill me slowly.

I realized too late
On that cold spring break,
The devil had placed an agent by me,
And like a fool I let her fully,
I let my heart die that day,
With the dagger I saw come my way,
She plunged it so deep it seemed it was stuck.

Now I sit here and think
I yet again see the brink
Sanity wants to flee me.
I entertain stupidity.
A year has passed and then some,
The blade's out, now look what has come,
Just another f@#king heartache waiting for me.

Originally posted by justjakk
he is just gonna keep coming in with diff names...he should have learned from deing banned once

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Heartspiked

I had my love, rather she had me,
But it was too soon, it was not to be,
So we parted ways in the morn,
And to this I became sworn,
Never again shall I
Let my heart die,
But all that did was kill me slowly.

I realized too late
On that cold spring break,
The devil had placed an agent by me,
And like a fool I let her fully,
I let my heart die that day,
With the dagger I saw come my way,
She plunged it so deep it seemed it was stuck.

Now I sit here and think
I yet again see the brink
Sanity wants to flee me.
I entertain stupidity.
A year has passed and then some,
The blade's out, now look what has come,
Just another f@#king heartache waiting for me.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
haha... that is the Benjamin's song, not mine... hahah.. and yeah. more dumb than crazy. fine line, and it has been crossed.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Burning

Licking at my heart, eating away all feeling.
Laughing in my face, you caught me kneeling.
Kicking while I'm down, You sent me reeling.

I can no longer stand up alone, I am broken inside,
I can't move on my own, my pain no longer hides,
It bursts through my mask, and it rears it's ugly head,
Forcing my heart to the surface, as I lay here in bed,

I am dying a lonely slow and heart-wrenching death,
Immortality is worthless when your soul is out of breath,
And mine tires of the life I live, and all the lies that bind,
Nothing seems worth saving, as I review my mind,

But I can't let go or release, my power is sapped and dry,
My blood feels like it would freeze, and my tears are cold as ice,
I am in this crystal prison, the blue flames licking at my soul,
I cannot escape this torment, without that center to make me whole.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Heartspiked

I had my love, rather she had me,
But it was too soon, it was not to be,
So we parted ways in the morn,
And to this I became sworn,
Never again shall I
Let my heart die,
But all that did was kill me slowly.

I realized too late
On that cold spring break,
The devil had placed an agent by me,
And like a fool I let her fully,
I let my heart die that day,
With the dagger I saw come my way,
She plunged it so deep it seemed it was stuck.

Now I sit here and think
I yet again see the brink
Sanity wants to flee me.
I entertain stupidity.
A year has passed and then some,
The blade's out, now look what has come,
Just another f@#king heartache waiting for me.

Originally posted by justjakk
kicka$$ maistro...if im supposed to be a master, you should stop writing poetry so awe-inspiring as that......cheater lol

Originally posted by Coldfire
Yeah I can't read some days 😮

The good job should've been for this one lol hug

Sad but beautiful hun hug

Would You Ever See?

My life bleeds out onto black and white sheets,
If you read inside this binder you'd meet me.
I have to hide what I feel so deep inside,
I have fought this battle and lived when I shoulda' died.
I knew and still do that regardless what you say,
If you knew me, you'd up and run away.

Run farther, run farther still, don't come back,
Run farther, run farther still, don't look back.

Every time I see and hold it in my hands,
Love falls through my fingers like the desert sands.
I was loved once, but that was so long ago,
I had to move foward, I just had to know...
Now I see my past, and my future looks insecure,
I am told you are there, but I'm no longer sure.

Run farther, run farther still, don't come back,
Run farther, run farther still, don't look back.

What could a woman say to a man who's lived this way,
Fighting for her heart each and every living day?
Could a lady be at wait and wanting love that badly,
That she'd be at wait and waiting to love me?
I think I'll run away, and forget all about yesterday,
I don't wanna wonder, I feel like I can't stay.
But would my running lead me away or to her side?
Would she open up, could we both share what we hide?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Would You Ever See?

My life bleeds out onto black and white sheets,
If you read inside this binder you'd meet me.
I have to hide what I feel so deep inside,
I have fought this battle and lived when I shoulda' died.
I knew and still do that regardless what you say,
If you knew me, you'd up and run away.

Run farther, run farther still, don't come back,
Run farther, run farther still, don't look back.

Every time I see and hold it in my hands,
Love falls through my fingers like the desert sands.
I was loved once, but that was so long ago,
I had to move foward, I just had to know...
Now I see my past, and my future looks insecure,
I am told you are there, but I'm no longer sure.

Run farther, run farther still, don't come back,
Run farther, run farther still, don't look back.

What could a woman say to a man who's lived this way,
Fighting for her heart each and every living day?
Could a lady be at wait and wanting love that badly,
That she'd be at wait and waiting to love me?
I think I'll run away, and forget all about yesterday,
I don't wanna wonder, I feel like I can't stay.
But would my running lead me away or to her side?
Would she open up, could we both share what we hide?

Punished

I am here, I burn, I cry alone,
My sins surround me, My heart of stone,
Nevermind, I would be, But I cannot bleed,
Didn't listen to advise, I wouldn't heed.

I heard you call, I heard it all, I knew it was wrong but I did it anyway.
I saw you cry, I saw you die, I knew it was wrong to leave but I couldn' stay.

Now I see, I should have never begun,
Now my blood refuses, It will not run,
Demons laughing, and smiling, I smile back,
Cannot help but laugh at this pathetic hack,

I tell no lies, A fool in disguise, I should have never tried so hard.
I only know lies, I'm a fool and despised, I should have never tried at all.

Now I lay alone, brought to the edge,
Pushed further and further towards this ledge,
If they knew my heart they'd lock me away,
(My family) They'd do it today...

I should have seen, The future was so clear, now it falls under the darkness...
I should have known, I'd lose all I held dear, now I fall under the darkness...

Struggling to break free from these chains,
All I know and feel are my own pains,
Wish I could help you but this wound is deep,
It haunts me whether I'm awake or asleep.
Did you see, did you bother to look
In my heart, that damned open book
Now you used me again I should have known,
The harvest reaped is what I had long ago sown.

I fall to my knees, I beg the Lord please, I know His plan is there but I cannot see...
So I dry my tears, and I fight off these fears, God has given me what I need to see...

Originally posted by Coldfire
If I was there irl I would SO hug you but this'll have to do hug I love that one 🙂

Ya Krunk'd Floo and NunYahBidness, keep your little intermezzos private.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Punished

I am here, I burn, I cry alone,
My sins surround me, My heart of stone,
Nevermind, I would be, But I cannot bleed,
Didn't listen to advise, I wouldn't heed.

I heard you call, I heard it all, I knew it was wrong but I did it anyway.
I saw you cry, I saw you die, I knew it was wrong to leave but I couldn' stay.

Now I see, I should have never begun,
Now my blood refuses, It will not run,
Demons laughing, and smiling, I smile back,
Cannot help but laugh at this pathetic hack,

I tell no lies, A fool in disguise, I should have never tried so hard.
I only know lies, I'm a fool and despised, I should have never tried at all.

Now I lay alone, brought to the edge,
Pushed further and further towards this ledge,
If they knew my heart they'd lock me away,
(My family) They'd do it today...

I should have seen, The future was so clear, now it falls under the darkness...
I should have known, I'd lose all I held dear, now I fall under the darkness...

Struggling to break free from these chains,
All I know and feel are my own pains,
Wish I could help you but this wound is deep,
It haunts me whether I'm awake or asleep.
Did you see, did you bother to look
In my heart, that damned open book
Now you used me again I should have known,
The harvest reaped is what I had long ago sown.

I fall to my knees, I beg the Lord please, I know His plan is there but I cannot see...
So I dry my tears, and I fight off these fears, God has given me what I need to see...

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Ty babes. hug mebbe some more... hahah. Poems, i mean.

Can you?

Blazing eyes, strong warm arms, and a heart overflowing with love,
All that a woman could want out of Heaven's gates above,
An angel, a knight, a gentleman true, a simple yet complex being,
Can you love with mightiest love, can you see truly without seeing?

No gold in hand, no mansion huge, no fancy cars and limousines,
A few bills, a decent job, an ok car with no loans, no liens.
Just truth and honor, courage and loyalty, so lacking from this place,
Can you be true, honorable too? Can you stand face to face?

Can you? Can you handle this gaze that makes men shudder and turn away?
Can you? Can you hold this heart which burns like twin suns to bring about the day?
Can you? Can you see past pain and betrayals to the joys hidden inside?
Can you? Can you look into eyes and know they see what you hide?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Can you?

Blazing eyes, strong warm arms, and a heart overflowing with love,
All that a woman could want out of Heaven's gates above,
An angel, a knight, a gentleman true, a simple yet complex being,
Can you love with mightiest love, can you see truly without seeing?

No gold in hand, no mansion huge, no fancy cars and limousines,
A few bills, a decent job, an ok car with no loans, no liens.
Just truth and honor, courage and loyalty, so lacking from this place,
Can you be true, honorable too? Can you stand face to face?

Can you? Can you handle this gaze that makes men shudder and turn away?
Can you? Can you hold this heart which burns like twin suns to bring about the day?
Can you? Can you see past pain and betrayals to the joys hidden inside?
Can you? Can you look into eyes and know they see what you hide?

Muy mucho? hahahah domo arigato gozaimasu.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Muy mucho? hahahah domo arigato gozaimasu.

stop it, you're making me look bad. hahahaha

Originally posted by justjakk
yeah bobo boris to you too lol.......good stuff bro.

stop it, you're making me look bad. hahahaha

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ROTFLMAO hahahaha bora bora huh? hahahha!

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Muy mucho? hahahah domo arigato gozaimasu.

Originally posted by Coldfire
no muy much lol 😛 I heard in a movie once or something 😛 Lol what did the rest of that mean?

Originally posted by justjakk
yeah......you didnt know i could speak other languages too did ya?

Originally posted by Coldfire
no muy much lol 😛 I heard in a movie once or something 😛 Lol what did the rest of that mean?