okies.... 😂 well, I got a nice gift today. the gift of an airbag inflating and keeping my chest from smashing into my steering column! 😆 yep, folks, i totaled my car! some dude stopped short in front of me on the interstate... and then my front end became .... well, "crunchy" is a good word for it. I and the other parties involved are ok, but this is just reallllly not so cool.hahahaha welcome, to the wonderful world of one thing falls, then another. 😂 eh, at least i can write still.... speaking of which:
One thing falls, then another
Look at the pretty little tin man, the row of dominos ready,
Let's go f#ck with him, smash his heart with a machete,
Come on guys, let's crush his hopes, his dream, and all he knows,
If we don't do it, he might get better, his love and joy might grow!
Pick up your sticks, he's down for the count, let's beat him a little more,
Listen to those wailing moans, he sounds like a F#$#ing whore...
Never mind the tears, just keep it up, his blood isn't thick yet,
Damn, man, are you tired already? Is that all he's gonna get?
What??? don't kill him? just torture his soul, till he's ready to give up and fold?
Why not kill him? oh wait, that's good... maybe suffering'll bring him back to the fold,
Got his health in one hand, his balls in the other, now rend his world asunder,
Watch him stumble blindly around, laugh as he stumbles in wonder,
Still think we oughtta take him down, before he might recover,
Take him out now, the opportunity's ripe, while he has no lover,
Not a soul near that can feel his fear and his hurt screaming from inside,
But guess what little man? WE can see all that you would try to hide!
So HAHAHA! but hold on, maybe he will do the job for us instead,
Hmm, that's actually easier, we'd never get blamed, let's get inside his head!
Weaken those defenses long held strong, let's tempt and bash his will,
If he loses it, and slips out of control, he could forget to feel!
The caring would go, the love would die, hell, he might just do it!
Listen to those cries! HAHA! :"stop it! stop this sh@t!!!"
Poor poor little man, can you not see the end yet?
Do you really think you can beat us? Do you want to take that bet?
.............my only answer to those demons is..........
i guess i've still got some blood left pumping my will,
I still see the fake for the real,
I still know the truth though it's getting blurry...
F#$k i need help in a hurry...
Dont know how much more i can take on my own,
this is why i hate being alone...
they get in and scream and slither around,
tearing all my barriers and walls down,
and the only thing that could make them desist...
one simple and sweet allforlove..............
volgeln it. no bother.
Toast
Everytime I'm ready to give up,
I am ready to quit,
You come to me, you anoint me as if I were a king,
Instead of this lowly servant,
Blinded by the shortcomings of this world,
Allowing myself to hurt instead of healing,
But always thou art there, with wine, and song,
Ready and willing to forgive, forget, and love me anew...
And just when things are darkest, you come and rescue me...
You show me love that none other holds...
You prove to me that Thou art the Lord,
And yet you treat me, a fool, as your son...
You astound me, confound me, and then turn around and bless me...
You hold me in arms so strong that no force can touch me.
You heal me, you keep me safe, a tower that no army can beseige...
I am nothing, worthless, a flyspeck in the universe, yet you,
You watch over me, keep me alive as though I am meaningful...
And HOW?!? How can I, such a pitiful waste be worthy?
How???? And why? ....... no answers save this:
"Love is eternal, Love is patient and kind, Love demands nothing"
You love me unconditionally, and ........ I am on my face before You...
As though we just met for the first time....
Though my body screams of the ache of injury,
Your love keeps it all together, all working, and You,
My God, my King.... You make it worth living for, worth it all.....
May I never leave Your side.... and May I forever be a knight for you.
Amen.
William Mulneix.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hug unfortunately, chocolate does nothing for me. 😆 raughhh.... hug ty. no, i am not ok, in the strictest sense. trying to hide it from a behavioralist for an uncle and an aunt that gives a shite about me is very difficult... and i really dont want to talk about it and bring ya'll down. 😂 im so considerate arent i? i can always call you ams! haha..
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ha... yeah, i guess. just seems like guys get all scared if i talk to their gf, or wife, and then accuse me of cheating and adultery. 😂 pretty damned skilled i am if i am doing so, considering A: still a virgin, and want to stay that way till MY time is come, and B: not exactly near anyone that i supposedly "banged" 😂 guys oughtta really grow thicker skins. buncha slack-jawed fa....... (think jesse ventura, predator. ) 😆
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
One thing falls, then anotherLook at the pretty little tin man, the row of dominos ready,
Let's go f#ck with him, smash his heart with a machete,
Come on guys, let's crush his hopes, his dream, and all he knows,
If we don't do it, he might get better, his love and joy might grow!Pick up your sticks, he's down for the count, let's beat him a little more,
Listen to those wailing moans, he sounds like a F#$#ing whore...
Never mind the tears, just keep it up, his blood isn't thick yet,
Damn, man, are you tired already? Is that all he's gonna get?What??? don't kill him? just torture his soul, till he's ready to give up and fold?
Why not kill him? oh wait, that's good... maybe suffering'll bring him back to the fold,
Got his health in one hand, his balls in the other, now rend his world asunder,
Watch him stumble blindly around, laugh as he stumbles in wonder,Still think we oughtta take him down, before he might recover,
Take him out now, the opportunity's ripe, while he has no lover,
Not a soul near that can feel his fear and his hurt screaming from inside,
But guess what little man? WE can see all that you would try to hide!So HAHAHA! but hold on, maybe he will do the job for us instead,
Hmm, that's actually easier, we'd never get blamed, let's get inside his head!
Weaken those defenses long held strong, let's tempt and bash his will,
If he loses it, and slips out of control, he could forget to feel!The caring would go, the love would die, hell, he might just do it!
Listen to those cries! HAHA! :"stop it! stop this sh@t!!!"
Poor poor little man, can you not see the end yet?
Do you really think you can beat us? Do you want to take that bet?.............my only answer to those demons is..........
i guess i've still got some blood left pumping my will,
I still see the fake for the real,
I still know the truth though it's getting blurry...
F#$k i need help in a hurry...
Dont know how much more i can take on my own,
this is why i hate being alone...
they get in and scream and slither around,
tearing all my barriers and walls down,
and the only thing that could make them desist...
one simple and sweet allforlove..............volgeln it. no bother.
Originally posted by Coldfiredid me too when it popped in my evil head.... so i had to post it.
😆 ROFLMFAO!!!! Don't ask me why but that just KILLED ME! 😂
Originally posted by Coldfirety babes... feeling somewhat better nows. lost my job, car, and nearly my life on friday... so it has been a difficult last few days... 😂 but i am all better, might actually call ya still though! 😄 just cause. hug ty so much though. you and Lara and Tass really have helped me alot lately.
Well I am a very good listener, and talking about that stuff doesn't get me down 🙂 And yeah, if you really need me, then yep you can call me 😊I swear, some guys are just sooooo paranoid 🙄
That's so sad.... :hug:
bandage
Bleeding from a thousand wounds,
No closure in my future,
No sight or sound, just drops of blood,
Slicking the floor of my tomb.
Lay back on the stone, won't be long,
Wake in a different world,
Maybe things will be different,
Just ready to be gone...
Sliver of light punctures the gloom,
Image of white, lace and pale skin,
Hands colder than my stony bed,
Hands washing away my doom....
Bloodied lace becomes whiter still,
Crimson mixes but falls away,
Tortured moans become easy whispers,
Warmth and care replace hurt, and fill...
Held up, and dressed, tunic new, clean,
Dents pounded out of the platemail,
Shield reforged, made anew,
Sword, long rusted, once again gleams,
Steps swaying at first, now steady with angel's grace,
Strength pours into a heart embittered by winter's cold,
Flesh shows color, the healthy pink,
Once again, you helped me stare into death's face,
and tell him no.
A lot of pain has hit in recent weeks, from my family, to me, to my friends.... a lot of hurt, both physical and mental, spiritual. Thank you to my pals. Without God and you, my strength is like a breath, here and gone. TY all.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ToastEverytime I'm ready to give up,
I am ready to quit,
You come to me, you anoint me as if I were a king,
Instead of this lowly servant,
Blinded by the shortcomings of this world,
Allowing myself to hurt instead of healing,
But always thou art there, with wine, and song,
Ready and willing to forgive, forget, and love me anew...
And just when things are darkest, you come and rescue me...
You show me love that none other holds...
You prove to me that Thou art the Lord,
And yet you treat me, a fool, as your son...
You astound me, confound me, and then turn around and bless me...
You hold me in arms so strong that no force can touch me.
You heal me, you keep me safe, a tower that no army can beseige...
I am nothing, worthless, a flyspeck in the universe, yet you,
You watch over me, keep me alive as though I am meaningful...
And HOW?!? How can I, such a pitiful waste be worthy?
How???? And why? ....... no answers save this:
"Love is eternal, Love is patient and kind, Love demands nothing"
You love me unconditionally, and ........ I am on my face before You...
As though we just met for the first time....
Though my body screams of the ache of injury,
Your love keeps it all together, all working, and You,
My God, my King.... You make it worth living for, worth it all.....
May I never leave Your side.... and May I forever be a knight for you.
Amen.
William Mulneix.
Wooooo...me like...very good.....in fact all your stuff is quit full of feeling..
For an evil fairy, who has me under her spell...
An angel and a witch
Come down, come down, and dance by the fire,
Lean down your ear to hear the witch's song,
Lay hands upon hers, and feel her desire,
Ignore what is right, forget what is wrong,
Bring a kiss of heaven to her pouty lips,
Lick the devil's honey from her fingertips,
Move about her candles with ease and grace,
Ignore the time, the midnight hour strikes soon,
Fall into her eyes, that hair, that face,
Reflecting the shadows of the harvest moon,
She's going to ask if you'll stay the night,
Just say yes, it will be alright,
Remember your word, she is quite a treasure,
So take care of her well, and bed her the same,
She's fully aware you desire her pleasure,
Just don't forget, this is no game,
And when the morn comes, with the sun,
Tell her your heart, then up and run,
Patrolling your path, as you do each day,
Recall not the night lest it make you hesitate,
She's still waiting for you, your love, your fey,
Awaiting your return, don't be out too late...
9:16 pm, 10-25-05 Will m.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
did me too when it popped in my evil head.... so i had to post it. ty babes... feeling somewhat better nows. lost my job, car, and nearly my life on friday... so it has been a difficult last few days... 😂 but i am all better, might actually call ya still though! 😄 just cause. hug ty so much though. you and Lara and Tass really have helped me alot lately.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
For an evil fairy, who has me under her spell...An angel and a witch
Come down, come down, and dance by the fire,
Lean down your ear to hear the witch's song,
Lay hands upon hers, and feel her desire,
Ignore what is right, forget what is wrong,Bring a kiss of heaven to her pouty lips,
Lick the devil's honey from her fingertips,Move about her candles with ease and grace,
Ignore the time, the midnight hour strikes soon,
Fall into her eyes, that hair, that face,
Reflecting the shadows of the harvest moon,She's going to ask if you'll stay the night,
Just say yes, it will be alright,Remember your word, she is quite a treasure,
So take care of her well, and bed her the same,
She's fully aware you desire her pleasure,
Just don't forget, this is no game,And when the morn comes, with the sun,
Tell her your heart, then up and run,Patrolling your path, as you do each day,
Recall not the night lest it make you hesitate,
She's still waiting for you, your love, your fey,
Awaiting your return, don't be out too late...9:16 pm, 10-25-05 Will m.
Nice work hun 😊
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
For an evil fairy, who has me under her spell...An angel and a witch
Come down, come down, and dance by the fire,
Lean down your ear to hear the witch's song,
Lay hands upon hers, and feel her desire,
Ignore what is right, forget what is wrong,Bring a kiss of heaven to her pouty lips,
Lick the devil's honey from her fingertips,Move about her candles with ease and grace,
Ignore the time, the midnight hour strikes soon,
Fall into her eyes, that hair, that face,
Reflecting the shadows of the harvest moon,She's going to ask if you'll stay the night,
Just say yes, it will be alright,Remember your word, she is quite a treasure,
So take care of her well, and bed her the same,
She's fully aware you desire her pleasure,
Just don't forget, this is no game,And when the morn comes, with the sun,
Tell her your heart, then up and run,Patrolling your path, as you do each day,
Recall not the night lest it make you hesitate,
She's still waiting for you, your love, your fey,
Awaiting your return, don't be out too late...9:16 pm, 10-25-05 Will m.
Now this is cool!!!!.....kinda of stuff that is full of symbolism and great fantasy...and just.....such good stuff.....yes. clapping
Great...do more....
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
For an evil fairy, who has me under her spell...An angel and a witch
Come down, come down, and dance by the fire,
Lean down your ear to hear the witch's song,
Lay hands upon hers, and feel her desire,
Ignore what is right, forget what is wrong,Bring a kiss of heaven to her pouty lips,
Lick the devil's honey from her fingertips,Move about her candles with ease and grace,
Ignore the time, the midnight hour strikes soon,
Fall into her eyes, that hair, that face,
Reflecting the shadows of the harvest moon,She's going to ask if you'll stay the night,
Just say yes, it will be alright,Remember your word, she is quite a treasure,
So take care of her well, and bed her the same,
She's fully aware you desire her pleasure,
Just don't forget, this is no game,And when the morn comes, with the sun,
Tell her your heart, then up and run,Patrolling your path, as you do each day,
Recall not the night lest it make you hesitate,
She's still waiting for you, your love, your fey,
Awaiting your return, don't be out too late...9:16 pm, 10-25-05 Will m.
Good imagination 🙂
Originally posted by Coldfirehaha ty muchly honey. group to all my pals!
Hee hee that'd be so awesome 😄 And you're welcome hun hug Glad I am able to help 🙂I love the theme to this one 😄 hehehe
Nice work hun 😊
Originally posted by debbiejoif you were only here... hahahaha...
Now this is cool!!!!.....kinda of stuff that is full of symbolism and great fantasy...and just.....such good stuff.....yes. clappingGreat...do more....
Originally posted by vaya_the_elfVaya, the funny thing is... who is imagining? 😂 this is nearly what really happened.... hahaha! oh man.... i think i am in deep scheisse right now.... 😆 a white witch likes me, and i like her, and ... well, it is interesting... ummm.... i think i need some female help. hahahah!
Good imagination 🙂