ha... the "Bottled Beast"
Look down upon empty,
Glass looks back.
Not a drop left for me,
Just reality settling in.
Now I am alone
Drunk and f#$king alone.
All my companions fled,
The demons pound in my head,
A shattering of the bottle,
Smashing on concrete floors,
The cold glass and burning residue,
Eating my flesh alive,
Bitter droplets of blood splash,
Staining the ruined concrete,
All I ever found in my bottle,
My loneliness, my blood, and my demons.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ha... the "Bottled Beast"Look down upon empty,
Glass looks back.
Not a drop left for me,
Just reality settling in.
Now I am alone
Drunk and f#$king alone.
All my companions fled,
The demons pound in my head,
A shattering of the bottle,
Smashing on concrete floors,
The cold glass and burning residue,
Eating my flesh alive,
Bitter droplets of blood splash,
Staining the ruined concrete,
All I ever found in my bottle,
My loneliness, my blood, and my demons.
All i have to say is Drinking bad, and shame on you 😠
OK, i HATE doing stuff like this (explaining myself) but after a fiasco with a buddy and a fiasco with a ... anyway, I am gonna say this once, to all the dudes (and some dudettes. hey, what you do is not my concern) about your female companions, whether wife, girlfriend, or whatnot. I DON'T F#$KING WANT THEM !!!!! if i am talking to em, or joking around, grow the F#$k up and take it as a joke from a friend. If your lady friend has an issue, I'm sure she will take it up with me, and I shall apologize for my misdeed. I am fed up with guys thinking IRL and here that I am after their woman. I really, really, reallllllll-heheheheheheeeeeealy am NOT interested. I have a few gals I go out with and date, and I dont want nor do I need anything superserious right now, especially not with someone from a dang forum. So, in closing, sorry to the folks this offends, definitely not what i intend, so dont take it that way! and I am now on to more poems... Rant = OFF.
Keeping
I want to run, I want to play,
I want to be human,
I want to own the day,
I want to be ruined,
I want to stay,
I dont want to leave this way...
Why can't I love, why can't I die,
Why can't I rest easy once more?
Why can't I believe in all your lies?
Why why why's don't help me with why!
No answer comes, no answer needed,
You know no answer would be heeded,
I am gonna do it my way anyhow,
Wrong, right, I don't care now...
Just gonna be,
Just be me,
Just love and be lonely,
Only loved in my dreams,
Only living in these dreams,
Only dying in these damned dreams,
Why can't I escape these dreams?
Originally posted by Lara
sounds like a bad movie 🙄 😂 sorry I couldnt help myself. aw hope you both feel better soon. tissues and lemsip all round methinks.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
😂 MY ROTTEN COLDS? These are the damned government's little bugs that got loose, cheri. and, i know the cure for a lady crying! * grabs Lara, dips her, and kisses her deeply, then rights her and begins a slow waltz* #wink# heh. I can actually dance, too! hahaha
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
the point:How do you ever say
"Goodbye" to just a dream, just a dream?How do you get away?
"Goodbye" was just a dream, just a dream!Now I sit, burning with hate,
Not towards you, That's your mistake
For thinking I am as selfish as you pretended...
I f$#king hate me, just myself lowly,
I am the king, of the lonely,
Just another loser to notch on your bed,You Kill me, with sweet lies,
You know my heart, and all I despise,
Yet you do this anyway and smile,
Now I see the truth from the fake,
I cannot believe how much I could take,
And how you were fooling me all the while...But that was just me
A sweet loving fool,
Just another man
You used as a stool
And now you have my friend in your palm.
Can barely believe
I survived again,
You always decieved,
As you did him,
I hope that you are happy and calm....
Yeah, you won this fight,
I had to leave,
I had to flee,
Seek my reprieve,
And now I'm so far away from home....
Heaven is too far for me,
I'm settling in,
This Earth shall be
My final resting place, to lay my bones...(hit by melancholy like a mother after that damned song popped into my head... ARGH!!!! 😈 )
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
dang... if only i was a female that might work... 😂 but nay, beeth a male am I ... and chocolate does little for the heart. argh.... you ever wish you could just sponge away some memories and not cry about em? faugh....
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ha... the "Bottled Beast"Look down upon empty,
Glass looks back.
Not a drop left for me,
Just reality settling in.
Now I am alone
Drunk and f#$king alone.
All my companions fled,
The demons pound in my head,
A shattering of the bottle,
Smashing on concrete floors,
The cold glass and burning residue,
Eating my flesh alive,
Bitter droplets of blood splash,
Staining the ruined concrete,
All I ever found in my bottle,
My loneliness, my blood, and my demons.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
OK, i HATE doing stuff like this (explaining myself) but after a fiasco with a buddy and a fiasco with a ... anyway, I am gonna say this once, to all the dudes (and some dudettes. hey, what you do is not my concern) about your female companions, whether wife, girlfriend, or whatnot. I DON'T F#$KING WANT THEM !!!!! if i am talking to em, or joking around, grow the F#$k up and take it as a joke from a friend. If your lady friend has an issue, I'm sure she will take it up with me, and I shall apologize for my misdeed. I am fed up with guys thinking IRL and here that I am after their woman. I really, really, reallllllll-heheheheheheeeeeealy am NOT interested. I have a few gals I go out with and date, and I dont want nor do I need anything superserious right now, especially not with someone from a dang forum. So, in closing, sorry to the folks this offends, definitely not what i intend, so dont take it that way! and I am now on to more poems... Rant = OFF.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
wha??? who?
Originally posted by Lara
some thing isnt right with you at the moment will. when you ready I'm sure you'll talk. but you rest now. *strokes DW's face as he sleeps*
love yourself as we here love you.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
OK, i HATE doing stuff like this (explaining myself) but after a fiasco with a buddy and a fiasco with a ... anyway, I am gonna say this once, to all the dudes (and some dudettes. hey, what you do is not my concern) about your female companions, whether wife, girlfriend, or whatnot. I DON'T F#$KING WANT THEM !!!!! if i am talking to em, or joking around, grow the F#$k up and take it as a joke from a friend. If your lady friend has an issue, I'm sure she will take it up with me, and I shall apologize for my misdeed. I am fed up with guys thinking IRL and here that I am after their woman. I really, really, reallllllll-heheheheheheeeeeealy am NOT interested. I have a few gals I go out with and date, and I dont want nor do I need anything superserious right now, especially not with someone from a dang forum. So, in closing, sorry to the folks this offends, definitely not what i intend, so dont take it that way! and I am now on to more poems... Rant = OFF.
Personally I think everyone just got out of hand a little. Thats all. It happens sometimes.
Originally posted by Lara
some thing isnt right with you at the moment will. when you ready I'm sure you'll talk. but you rest now. *strokes DW's face as he sleeps*
love yourself as we here love you.
if you could only see my eyes,
if you could only realize,
no gold could ever buy
what you did makes me cry... in a good way. ty so much hon. ty.
Originally posted by Coldfirehug unfortunately, chocolate does nothing for me. 😆 raughhh.... hug ty. no, i am not ok, in the strictest sense. trying to hide it from a behavioralist for an uncle and an aunt that gives a shite about me is very difficult... and i really dont want to talk about it and bring ya'll down. 😂 im so considerate arent i? i can always call you ams! haha..
Doesn't it? 😄 lmaoSo you can heh heh heh 😉
awwww hug
What are you talking about?! Chocolate cures EVERYTHING!!!! hehehe :-P
wow... hun are you ok??
gah ppl are so stupid sometimes.... sheesh....
I think she meant REX's, hun
Same here hun... tho I won't be around as much as I wanna be grrrrr...
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Personally I think everyone just got out of hand a little. Thats all. It happens sometimes.
Originally posted by Coldfireha... yeah, i guess. just seems like guys get all scared if i talk to their gf, or wife, and then accuse me of cheating and adultery. 😂 pretty damned skilled i am if i am doing so, considering A: still a virgin, and want to stay that way till MY time is come, and B: not exactly near anyone that i supposedly "banged" 😂 guys oughtta really grow thicker skins. buncha slack-jawed fa....... (think jesse ventura, predator. ) 😆
Sadly it happens a LOT of the time.... people let emotions rule their way of thinking....
by the by, i am just bleeding out into here right now... i should be okay in a while. i have to do this though, to rid my mind and heart of the emotion and all, otherwise i end up doing really dumb things.
anyways... this has been in my mind for several days.
Steel my breath
Look at you laying there, glinting blue under harsh light,
You look to me, pleading "Please, let me forever end your fight!"
Now we embrace, and we kiss, your mouth as cold as winter,
I lay back, view your friends, watch each as they enter,
Kissing again, you beg my sin, you plead and plead with me,
You give me empty promises, telling me I'll be free.
And if I just would kiss you again, and hold you tighter still,
You'd help me find such warmth outflowing, cutting out your chill.
My internal debate, should I wipe my slate? Clearing off all marks?
Will I be free as you say I'll be or just end up circled by more sharks?
And what of the love that claims the love, what shall they think?
And will my freedom hurt greatly, will it be slow or quick as a wink?
Too many questions, so many lies, what do where do we go from here?
Should I just give in once more, letting go of all this unreasonable fear?
I bring your mouth to mine once more, seeking your promised release,
A quick word from you, a distorted view, then my vision and thoughts cease.
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
by the by, i am just bleeding out into here right now... i should be okay in a while. i have to do this though, to rid my mind and heart of the emotion and all, otherwise i end up doing really dumb things.anyways... this has been in my mind for several days.
Steel my breath
Look at you laying there, glinting blue under harsh light,
You look to me, pleading "Please, let me forever end your fight!"
Now we embrace, and we kiss, your mouth as cold as winter,
I lay back, view your friends, watch each as they enter,
Kissing again, you beg my sin, you plead and plead with me,
You give me empty promises, telling me I'll be free.
And if I just would kiss you again, and hold you tighter still,
You'd help me find such warmth outflowing, cutting out your chill.
My internal debate, should I wipe my slate? Clearing off all marks?
Will I be free as you say I'll be or just end up circled by more sharks?
And what of the love that claims the love, what shall they think?
And will my freedom hurt greatly, will it be slow or quick as a wink?
Too many questions, so many lies, what do where do we go from here?
Should I just give in once more, letting go of all this unreasonable fear?
I bring your mouth to mine once more, seeking your promised release,
A quick word from you, a distorted view, then my vision and thoughts cease.
Wow, your stuff is soooo good....and the others I've read called the Point...And Keeping.......So full of feeling...