Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Here comes the rain again...

Another storm, another night,
You're gone away, and I'm alone,
No one here to hold me tight I'm dying drenched straight to the bone,

You left me standing in the storm,
You promised me you'd never leave,
Now I am cold, no longer warm and I cannot find rest or reprieve,

But that's okay,
It's how it goes,
That's okay,
My lady rose,
That's okay,
I'm healed again,
That's okay,
Twas my fault, my sin...

Pass me by without a thougth,
Ignore my bleeding and wounded soul,
Never care of how I fought and lived and died to make you whole...

Now I live and fight for me,
I live for them, I'm always on duty,
Fighting to set all my lovers free as we wade through these convulated dreams...

hug how are you hon? gotta run in 5 minutes for food, and then rest... lotta tired, blood loss... ha... (dry air, bad sinuses, and poor clotting action, you do the math.)

Acid

If my words burn look at my own pain,
I've lived, I've died, I'll do it again,
Why the f#ck are you better than me?
How can you justify your cruelty?
Where do you come off being so good?
You act just like the magazines say you should,
Just another damned clone of a star,
Do you honestly think you'd go far?
Now you lay in the dust broken and bruised,
The pretty people took you in and abused,
And the makeup stains are covering you,
Should I just walk by and ignore the view?
Curse me, I cannot harden my heart like that,
Not my way, even though you treated me like a mat,
Here, take my hand, and I'll heal you again,
We are not lovers, but I still love you my friend...
(The beautiful men that told you those nice words,
You realize are worthless indeed,
If you'd only my own heard,
You wouldn't have ended up this way, Reed.)

not for anyone in particular...

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hug how are you hon? gotta run in 5 minutes for food, and then rest... lotta tired, blood loss... ha... (dry air, bad sinuses, and poor clotting action, you do the math.)

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Acid

If my words burn look at my own pain,
I've lived, I've died, I'll do it again,
Why the f#ck are you better than me?
How can you justify your cruelty?
Where do you come off being so good?
You act just like the magazines say you should,
Just another damned clone of a star,
Do you honestly think you'd go far?
Now you lay in the dust broken and bruised,
The pretty people took you in and abused,
And the makeup stains are covering you,
Should I just walk by and ignore the view?
Curse me, I cannot harden my heart like that,
Not my way, even though you treated me like a mat,
Here, take my hand, and I'll heal you again,
We are not lovers, but I still love you my friend...
(The beautiful men that told you those nice words,
You realize are worthless indeed,
If you'd only my own heard,
You wouldn't have ended up this way, Reed.)

not for anyone in particular...

Originally posted by Coldfire
I'm better than you it seems hug Hope you feel better soon hun

awesome 😄

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
I am some. Just gonna take it eaaaaaasy. take it ea-eaaaaaa- sy. 😂 (for those of you who know the song by the eagles...) yeah, and try to regenerate my lost vitriol. how are YOU? hahah.

Originally posted by Coldfire
omg now you got that song stuck in my head 😂
Me, well hmmm.... better than yesterday I guess.... and not as confuzzled as I was either I don't think

good. kisses a kiss to make it better, hug a hug for the cold weather. 😄 a grin just because, *hands Amber a rose * a rose from my garden...

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
good. kisses a kiss to make it better, hug a hug for the cold weather. 😄 a grin just because, *hands Amber a rose * a rose from my garden...

sounds like a bad movie 🙄 😂 sorry I couldnt help myself. aw hope you both feel better soon. tissues and lemsip all round methinks.

Originally posted by Coldfire
*flutters eyelashes* Oh William............ 😛
hug kisses Thankies hun 😊

Originally posted by Lara
sounds like a bad movie 🙄 😂 sorry I couldnt help myself. aw hope you both feel better soon. tissues and lemsip all round methinks.

*offended* *sniffle* ok................I will...............................*whale............sob................sob.............sniff..............whine................sob..............sniff.* blows nose.*

I'll mail you tomorrow gotta go now. x take care. damn your rotten colds! *sniff*

Originally posted by Lara
*offended* *sniffle* ok................I will...............................*whale............sob................sob.............sniff..............whine................sob..............sniff.* blows nose.*

I'll mail you tomorrow gotta go now. x take care. damn your rotten colds! *sniff*

😂 MY ROTTEN COLDS? These are the damned government's little bugs that got loose, cheri. and, i know the cure for a lady crying! * grabs Lara, dips her, and kisses her deeply, then rights her and begins a slow waltz* #wink# heh. I can actually dance, too! hahaha

From:

Dashboard Confessionals

.Screaming Infidelities..

I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak
& this bottle of beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
You're not alone & you're not discreet.
You make sure I know, who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again.
There is not a word that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I will love you always & forever"

As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder,
how you're making out,
but as for me I wish that I was anywhere
with anyone making out

I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending.
I'm missing you bed, I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep.
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.

Your hair.
It's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities.
Taking it's wear.

there is a point, i swear. look below.

the point:

How do you ever say
"Goodbye" to just a dream, just a dream?

How do you get away?
"Goodbye" was just a dream, just a dream!

Now I sit, burning with hate,
Not towards you, That's your mistake
For thinking I am as selfish as you pretended...
I f$#king hate me, just myself lowly,
I am the king, of the lonely,
Just another loser to notch on your bed,

You Kill me, with sweet lies,
You know my heart, and all I despise,
Yet you do this anyway and smile,
Now I see the truth from the fake,
I cannot believe how much I could take,
And how you were fooling me all the while...

But that was just me
A sweet loving fool,
Just another man
You used as a stool
And now you have my friend in your palm.
Can barely believe
I survived again,
You always decieved,
As you did him,
I hope that you are happy and calm....
Yeah, you won this fight,
I had to leave,
I had to flee,
Seek my reprieve,
And now I'm so far away from home....
Heaven is too far for me,
I'm settling in,
This Earth shall be
My final resting place, to lay my bones...

(hit by melancholy like a mother after that damned song popped into my head... ARGH!!!! 😈 )

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
the point:

How do you ever say
"Goodbye" to just a dream, just a dream?

How do you get away?
"Goodbye" was just a dream, just a dream!

Now I sit, burning with hate,
Not towards you, That's your mistake
For thinking I am as selfish as you pretended...
I f$#king hate me, just myself lowly,
I am the king, of the lonely,
Just another loser to notch on your bed,

You Kill me, with sweet lies,
You know my heart, and all I despise,
Yet you do this anyway and smile,
Now I see the truth from the fake,
I cannot believe how much I could take,
And how you were fooling me all the while...

But that was just me
A sweet loving fool,
Just another man
You used as a stool
And now you have my friend in your palm.
Can barely believe
I survived again,
You always decieved,
As you did him,
I hope that you are happy and calm....
Yeah, you won this fight,
I had to leave,
I had to flee,
Seek my reprieve,
And now I'm so far away from home....
Heaven is too far for me,
I'm settling in,
This Earth shall be
My final resting place, to lay my bones...

(hit by melancholy like a mother after that damned song popped into my head... ARGH!!!! 😈 )

I like it a lot

Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
I like it a lot

Chocolate?

Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Chocolate?

Try killing things in a computer game. That also helps me

Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Try killing things in a computer game. That also helps me