Overflowing

😆 DOn't worry, I don't hurt friends...

*sits down * ok

It's not that I dont want to listen to my own advice, I just have a hard time breaking my unhealthy habits

I think I'm going to open a therapist shop. *pulls up a a sofa and chair* Please sit. *pulls out notpad and pen and puts on disguise *

disguiseNow, vhat to you vant to tolk about?

*sits next to mistah devil * dont be so harsh pob

Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
It's not that I dont want to listen to my own advice, I just have a hard time breaking my unhealthy habits

Time can be your best of friends, or worst of enemies...

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
*sits next to mistah devil * dont be so harsh pob

Truth can not be sugar coated. It is what it is...

* hugs md *

Pamper him, and he learns to feel pampered. Train him, mold him, break him to the new, and he will fight it. But that is not my place...

*stares at md *

Originally posted by PrinceofBlades
I think I'm going to open a therapist shop. *pulls up a a sofa and chair* Please sit. *pulls out notpad and pen and puts on disguise *

disguiseNow, vhat to you vant to tolk about?

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
* hugs md *

Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
actually I'm okay now. People have got me distracted. So I guess we can talk about movies, sports, video games, girls, etc.

hug

No i'm good. If you have a problem, you know who to call *starts humming the ghost buster theme*...

Originally posted by PrinceofBlades
No i'm good. If you have a problem, you know who to call *starts humming the ghost buster theme*...

How old are you btw?

Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
actually I'm okay now. People have got me distracted. So I guess we can talk about movies, sports, video games, girls, etc.

hug

blushing

Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
Because the people I come across generally find it easy to open up to me, I learn of the things that have hurt them. I am usually just there to listen. When I care about someone who tells me of there sorrows there pain literally becomes a part of me. There was a time in my life when I was 'overflowing' with so much that I couldn't even deal with my own issues and I shutdown. I was lost and confused. My emotions were out of control. I dont know I guess I was hyper sensitive to everything. Every emotion I felt was intense in away that words can't really describe and yet I try. After all that has happened between my ex and me, I feel hollow, broken, curious, and hopeful and hopeless. I feel completely numb sometimes and other times I feel like there is some feeling left in my heart. It seems that pain and saddess are the most identifiable feelings inside of me. It feels like I am somehow drawn to the pain in others. I'm just rambling on about things I'm sure none of you can relate to so I'll stop.

Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
I like that movie lots. "Who you gonna call?"

How old are you btw?

My age I never reveal, that math you must do...

....you're 15

*Bows* But my wisdom makes me seem ancient...

actually I just guessed you were 15. I can usually tell by the SN how old you are

Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
I have a confession to make. The reason why I stopped where I did was because it hurt too much to post more. I'd much rather bury my feelings than deal with them. Feeling numb is safe. I am getting confused again. Lost in the pain. There is this heavy sadness in my heart. A sadness that I have only felt once before. My ex and I were very much in love and we had this connection. Whenever she was hurting I coul feel it and I knew I had to go see her or call her to try and make her feel better. She was definitely the best thing that has happened to me, but also the the one thing that has hurt me more than anything. I dont think I'll ever recover. Before her I was dead on the inside. Breathing and able to function but not truly alive.

somewhat poetic

i think you'll recover just you was so caught up with this person you didnt think it would end like that. and now you dont know what to do to cope.
*offers hug*
🙁