Originally posted by Eis
Until I was like 11 or something I never thought of other males in a sexual way as I did with women. When I first started masturbating I would only think about women, I loved women. A couple of years later I started to masturbate thinking about men as well... I liked it and I completely stopped thinking about women when doing it. After a while I was completely not attracted to females... they simply didn't turn me on, AT ALL.
In the last month or so I realized I was still sometimes attracted to women, but mostly men so I still label myself as gay. So my homosexuality never was from the begining...Now for the mentally challenged I'm not a self-hating homosexual, I accepted I liked men some time ago, I came out to my friends, etc. But I still like to have the benefit of the doubt on the origin of my homosexuality and sexual orentation in general. Which is something I think we should all have, the doubt.
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