i want to cry...

i want to cry,
but i dont know why,
all these feelings inside,
i just cant hide,

all this pain,
the agony,
this is what you did to me,
and all the blame,
is mine,

i wish that i could hide,
from this pain inside,
i have to run away,
because now im gonna pay,

i just want to cry,
and i dont even know why...

sorry spur of the moment type thing... just thought i had to tell someone how i really feel right now.... even if you dont really exist.

*not really here*

nice...kinda spontaneous, not unlike so many manic depressives that live in this here forum. 😛

Originally posted by leana marie
i want to cry,
but i dont know why,
all these feelings inside,
i just cant hide,

all this pain,
the agony,
this is what you did to me,
and all the blame,
is mine,

i wish that i could hide,
from this pain inside,
i have to run away,
because now im gonna pay,

i just want to cry,
and i dont even know why...

sorry spur of the moment type thing... just thought i had to tell someone how i really feel right now.... even if you dont really exist.

yeah well i used to write great poetry... but now all my poetry is lamenting the fact that i cant anymore because ive mysteriously lost that skill...

and it wasnt so depressive either...it was so happy back when i was happy...

Originally posted by leana marie
yeah well i used to write great poetry... but now all my poetry is lamenting the fact that i cant anymore because ive mysteriously lost that skill...

and it wasnt so depressive either...it was so happy back when i was happy...

yeah...what cold says 👆

Originally posted by Fëanor
yeah...what cold says 👆

Originally posted by leana marie
i want to cry,
but i dont know why,
all these feelings inside,
i just cant hide,

all this pain,
the agony,
this is what you did to me,
and all the blame,
is mine,

i wish that i could hide,
from this pain inside,
i have to run away,
because now im gonna pay,

i just want to cry,
and i dont even know why...

sorry spur of the moment type thing... just thought i had to tell someone how i really feel right now.... even if you dont really exist.

Originally posted by Coldfire
Oh now I'm only Cold to you??? 😛 lmao

Originally posted by Fëanor
well no, i think you're actually hot! 😆

you had that one coming! 😄

Originally posted by Fëanor
you had that one coming! 😄

riiiiiiiiiiiight! 😉 👆

Thanks for sharing, Leana... I'm sorry things aren't so great for you right now hug

ok heres a depressive on i never meant for anyone to see... thats why i wrote it in my journal...

i cut myself and watch me bleed,
i think of you and then suceed,
that maybe you were all i need,
but its too late, i watch me bleed,

and as the life drains out of me,
i guess we weren't meant to be,
this must be my destiny,
but that is just reality,

well, that isnt the original... i think the original was better... that one sucked
whatever... anyway... life is just a waste of death... yep...

whoa! someone needs to take some happy pill...seriously life's not so bad!

kinda like eating a cheese sandwich, but once you go baloney you never go back! okay odd metaphor, but you get the gist of it. (i hope)

Originally posted by Fëanor
whoa! someone needs to take some happy pill...seriously life's not so bad!

kinda like eating a cheese sandwich, but once you go baloney you never go back! okay odd metaphor, but you get the gist of it. (i hope)

But that sucks that you feel that way leana 🙁 hug Feel better soon hun

Originally posted by Coldfire
😂

But that sucks that you feel that way leana 🙁 hug Feel better soon hun

oh hey! nice stuff...i'll be sure to stop by later if you get something less....depressing nosweat

Originally posted by Fëanor
okay reading this and seeing you here is making me feel bad Amber! 🙁

oh hey! nice stuff...i'll be sure to stop by later if you get something less....depressing nosweat

Originally posted by Coldfire
It's making you feel bad? How so?