stuff I've written!

"not from where I'm standing"
(James Bond)

stop trying to change what ist yours to correct.

complaints,
contradictions,
weary and low.
neglect,
abuse,
mistakes made without knowing.
heartache,
emotional storms,
stop doing this to me my mind is blowing.
harsh words,
malicious tounge,
you cant change what has happened whats done is done.
cencerity in apologies,
sorrow in mind and heart.
stop doing this to me its tearing me apart.
you say you love me.
prove it and stop trying to change me.

Originally posted by Lara
😒: 😛

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rainbow
sun shine
bright
stars
moon
light
shade
colour
tone
texture
wood
stone
blood
muscle
bone
walking throught life never alone.
death, another zone.

this is just a list opf words 😖

We must realize
That in the realm of Mankind
There are no kings, queens or presidents
No judges, officers, doctors, preachers or teachers
Not even fathers, mothers, daughters or sons
There are only Human Beings
Who wear these titles
And no matter what title
A person may wear
From time to time
He or she will make
Some very
Human Mistakes

I'd rather live one life with you,
Then a thousand on my own,
They say we reap what we have sown,
I reap my endless love for you.

I cannot live without your touch,
Without your gentle voice sublime,
I must commit myself as such,
To loving you for all of time.

Else time itself be that which I fear,
Will shred and tear me appart,
Despite my love for you my dear,
All that is left, will be my heart.

Ru$kY - 2004

cermie, its not the words that matter its the meaning behind them. as pathetic as my words may seem to you, to some one else they may have a more profound meaning and purpose. thanks for your ****n' abrupt snd "hold nuthun back" responce.

erm, lara, I'm rather sure cermie didn't mean to hurt your feelings here

what for you can mean a lot, can mean nothing to her, doesn't make it pathetic to anyone since we all know that there are feelings behind it.

thats the point I was trying to get across yerss.

than try less aggressive next time?

ok, boss man! lol

friendly remark

sorry, I dont understand!

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it never rains, only pours,
with the rain, through this heart runs acid,
scourchingmy flesh.
from the pain,
I cry tears of crimson blood.
agonised, I tear at my face with nails of jagged glass.
my skin shreads and peels but never heals.
scars upon scars, external, internal, eternal.
fearing what others call sleep.
acid, seeping into my dreams,
corrupted, they turn into nightmares.
within are the blades, the blood, the anger, the violence, the fear.
the screams that deafen me.
the phsychotic acts that blind me.
the fear and disgust that fills me.
awake, they walk with me still,
looped on play back.
pain of the past, pain of these dreams, pain that makes me cry and scream, cower down in fear.
give me back my life, give me back my peace and just dissappear!

Lara, you have a lot of issues, but a lot of talent with which to express them, I really appreciate your work. My poetry is very different, in that they have meaning, but I doubt they're as deep. Keep it up chica 😉

I try. recently certain things have come to light that I didnt notice or rather didnt want to notice before because I didnt know how to deal with them. now the trick is knowing how to rsolve my problem. but I have support from the right places and from ppl who have first hand experience so I'm in good hands.

how do you feel about posting some of your poetry LVT?

broken bones and blood-stained skin.
theres nothing left but the pain within.
rusty blades and broken glass.
shards in my eye, shards in my heart.
the ways you've hurt me.
you dont care.
you bruise my mind, I cut my hair.
you've brought me here.
you still dont care.
metal dripping blood, cloth covering the wound to stop the flood.
your always there.
you've done this to me!
you pushed me this far!
will I ever be free?
bloody mirrors, walls of knives.
torn, dirty clothing, blackend eyes.
sooty tears, acid tracks.
you brought on these panic attacks.
blood on the walls, blood in the bath,
black tears in the sink,
this is it, you've won!
I'm not coming back.