this is becoming tedious now!
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how do you cure boredom?
how do you cure curiosity?
is it better to leave things unsaid
or having heard the answer and cant handle it?
things like this get under my skin.
and my patience is wearing thin.
nothing ever stays the same
and you always find some one other than yourself to blame.
why is it so hard to keep moving forwards?
why is it always the way it has to be?
people say your free to choose your own destiny
so why is it always some one else who influences change?
I cant find my answers and neither will you.
in the end all of us look like fools.
okay, i know i'm an ass but i've been trying hard not to be. they say it helps to open up. i wrote these in class last week. i never tried writing before but i like it. tell me what you think. be honest.
HURT YOURSELF
Hurt Yourself
Do it again
Push it farther
Push it harder
You have no friend
Strech it out
Find out how
You can
Hurt Yourself
Don't give a shit
About what you hit
Just do your best
Hurt Yourself
Flush it away
You won't stay
Steal it all
In this day
Hurt Yourself
Build up a wall
Burn through it all
Destroy this brigde
It ain't worth a shit
You do your best
to Hurt Yourself
Is it worth it all
Is it better than the rest
You were my friend
But it came to an end
When you
Hurt Yourself
INSIDE
This Enigma
Its killing me inside
This Pain
Makes me try to hide
This Uncertanty
This is what you feed me
you have no idea
how you're killing me
inside
Look Away
So i can run and die
Go Find Yourself
Before i die inside
This Riddle
It will never end
i could never solve it
without losing you my friend
Understand It Hurts
By looking through my eyes
Findout What
What you need and why
I Come To You
Do my best to help you try
despite all i give
you're still killing me
inside
It Consumes
It eats through my heart
It Destroys
Pushing us apart
It Conveys
Reveals to me my fears
leaves me alone
alone to die inside
Always Moves In Circes
I'm doubting why we're here
Always Moves Away
We only get nowhere
Because you never hear
what i want and why
Always devestating me
You're killing me inside
Who are you? and why
Why did you let me die?
Inside
Your life as you know it, is history
but it will be replaced with many new moments
of joy and laughter.
Where routine walks will turn into
new explorations of the world,
and where there will be
countless questions on the horizon.
Their first step or a mumbled mommy or daddy
will be tiny new victories
that will bring you tears of joy.
You care and love for them in every way,
you are blessed with the opportunity
to share everyday with someone special,
one who looks up to you and adores
every amazing thing about you.
Treasure all of these wonderful moments
and hold them closest to your heart forever.
Never lose heart emily!
Time slips through so many people's fingers
words are said and forgotten so soon
songs are played with everyone dancing
but soon the shadows drift out the windows
no one is left or that's how it seems
the glasses have been dropped
and broken like so many dreams
screams of dismay shatter the silence
as finger nails scratch at the door
but no one will open it
the wind chills through so many hearts
and then out through their finger tips
as a swinging pendulum counts down
the time left to live
the pendulum seems to slow
then it seems to stop
and the finger nails stop scratching
and the slow song stops
and the shadows drift out the windows
the time slips through the finger tips
as the wind slowly winds out of their bodies
their hearts are cold...
and all the words have been forgotten