Originally posted by dadudemonAutism is a pretty large spectrum, so the 'symptoms' often manifest themselves in vastly different ways – from the incredibly obvious to the ridiculously subtle. You know this, but it seems like a good preface to the post.
I'd say that you're very very low on the spectrum. You're certainly more socially capable and adept than Symmetric Chaos and SC was a high-functioning autist.Or do your symptoms manifest in other ways that cannot be seen on a message board (such as, lots of people in a group setting may cause you to shut down or certain textures or colors will elicit a strong negative reaction)?
Anyway, this post was not intended as an insult to you, it was intended as a backhanded compliment. I could not tell at all you were on the spectrum and I'm curious about your autism.
Mine is fairly hideable, but it takes a lot of effort, and the only reason I can do so is due to a severe amount of self-awareness that has been learnt over a long period of time. I still very much shut down in social situations where I have no personal crutch to rely on. I was 100% the "I like dinosaurs and wearing this one specific shirt every day" kid at school, etc. Probably school shooter material if I were American.
It's something you can learn to live with, over time. But as an example of how it can affect life on a serious, adult level: I freaked out over being misunderstood while drunk with work friends, and when someone tried to physically comfort me, it completely sent me over the edge. The whole physical contact thing is ****ing scary, yo.
And don't get me started on textures and shit. Even looking at ice pops / ice lollies is enough to make me feel sick. You have a good knowledge of autism – I didn't even realise my ice aversion was an autistic trait.
But yeah, tl;dr aside, I just think that using it as an insult (which is quite common these days) is reductive and pointless. Also, major props for actually having deep knowledge about the subject you're discussing.