true. He knows how infuriating it is for me when I have to lose my rag to get people to talk to me. I'm done with sitting on the side line and waiting for them to be ready to tell me cuz that never works. I quess you could say I go about it like a bull in a china shop. not always right but I judge it by the situation.
well I think its because I get depressed. I have alot of family issues which I have explained to him time and time again and I;ve also made it very clear that its not his fault and I try not to let it interfere with our relationship.I've also been really ill recently with regular trips to the doctor and the hospital so I;ve been worried about my health and the impact of that on every one else again I've explained that to him and that that also is not his fault. I guess he feels that until I;ve sorted out my family he cant deal with me.
I dont know. I'm not always depressed, its just when it kicks in I try and fight it but it always wins, I dont realise and by the time I realise I need to see the doctor he has had enough, but hasnt said anything. I'm back on meds now and I'm fighting the mistress the best I can, I want her gone for good for my own happiness not just the relationship which he has thrown over-board.
I'm back on medication for the long term maybe 6 months to a year. I'm starting to spend more time with friends and doing stuff I like doing and getting back to being me. But he cant see that.
I told him last night if he wanted my friendship, like any relationship there is work involved and its a two way street, he has got to start working for it. I'm already doing my bit.
I think I have been very grounded and very fair and very honest.
Originally posted by LaraThats a pretty lame answer to give you.
❌ how ever I think that is what he is going, I think he is avoiding actually thinking about the situation.I asked him out right, last night, "am I kidding myself? am I wasting my time?" and all he could answer was "I dont have the answers for you, I'm sorry."
doesnt really help me but hey.
they dont agree with whats happened. His step mum has never liked me and she's pissed because kris took his younger sisters advice over her's. I'm not allowed in the house unless kris is there or I'm coming through the front door with him and I'm not welcome to stay.
For some reason She has this stupid idea in her head that I blamed her and her son's GF for kris and I breaking up which is absolute shite. It had nothing to do with any one else.
So yeah. I'm not playing her games. I'm not going anywhere and she'd better get used to the idea.
I just feel bad for kris. But then again it gives him more reason to come to my house 😂