Originally posted by Larahahahaha "Confucious say: Man who fart in church sit in his own pew. " hahahhahahh!
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Originally posted by ShapedByWordsjoin us in our insanity.... *echoes of thousands of other voices* yesss......... join ussssss....
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ok. as promised.
a longing to be understood
an ache now soothed
words that are unnecessary but still said
my heart irreversibly moved
i don't need to hear, just only see
the depth in your eyes when you look at me
I read more in that than your words could ever express
no existing issues that i am hesitant to address
your company, welcome like the early morning summer sun
warm, gentle, and enjoyable as well as fun
inf actuation deepened over time
my intrigue more profound as i get to know your mind
heres my sonnet, to shut you out if foolish
your a gift far greater than anything I could ever wish for.
(25/12/03)
i don't want to remember how it started or how it ended
it was like a game to you.
I knew all you wanted from the beginning was to get laid
but you never got what you strove to achieve
I see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
you obligated yourself with me
but know I see you never wanted to be with me.
careful how you treat me
you wont like the reality
the way it was, we were perfect
nothing stood in the way
but from me you hid your true colours
but now, NOW I SEE
NOW I SEE STRAIGHT THROUGH YOU!
i see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
you obligated yourself with me
careful how you treat me
you wont like what you see you obligated yourself with me
but now i see you never wanted to be with me
your sweet facade has fallen
I wont come crawling, not to you
don't come calling, i wont be stalling
you'll get paid what your due
i see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
now I'm standing proud
no shadow of a doubt
you'll never find another me
i see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
you obligated yourself with me
now i see you never really wanted to be with me
finally i see who you really are
now i bare yet another emotional scar
I see what you really are.
what does she do when its all gone wrong?
where does she turn?
where does she run?
theres a limit to how much you can do in a day
tell her one thing, tell her you wont stay
there's no where to go
there's no where to hide
there's no where to run from a broken pride
envy is bad, revenge is worse
it rules her life like an eternal curse
don't push her you wont like what you find
she's like an unexploded land mine
she walks but goes no where
there's no where to go
she'll find her prey and then you'll know
don't push her you wont like whay you find
don't push her shes an unpredictable mind
don't push her shes an unexpected plan
when she finds you the next place you'll see is the promised land.
screaming louder and louder still
but no one can hear or make sense of my words
screaming still, crying now
its a bad situation of the inside being let out
scratching the wounds raw
until they bleed again
falling like rain into the sea
a waterfall of tears which runs, falls within me
forced to pull up a mask, pretend that everything is alright
because the mask before this one, no body liked
nothing to protect myself with!
I knew it was wrong
but by the time i had realised what i had done,
the shields had already been demolished and now they are gone
I hate the sense of being defenceless
just the way you hate feeling useless
listening is a far better option for me
its more natural than speaking on what i feel and what i see
for this life i did not ask!
it just got given without thought for the task
look at me now, I know what you see
a tired heartbroken little girl
who in every day, in some strange way, is miserable
because of this i cannot think, comprehend and then speak.
I don't want your pity, I'd rather be hated
but its too late for that
I'm already stamped and dated.
they say you are of this world what you share
then how can i belong to this world if somethings I cannot bring myself to share?
because they are bigger than me and more self aware
I cant stay in a world that does not welcome me
things from the fantasy world, a blink away
endlessly stalk me through each day
how can i stay when things that aren't even real want to keep me away?
forever dragging me down
deeper and deeper but still i don't drown
its just for the pressure
for the satisfaction of the scare
further and further down I'm towed
stop this now, stop the freak show
paranoid, still they stare
what cant you leave me alone?
what are you always there?
feeding off of my despair.
DAMN! wow, madam, very awesome collection, and quite a read! haha !
Originally posted by Lara
have you ever seen me angry?
have you ever seen me sad?
have you ever seen me happy?
have you ever seen me mad?
have you ever seen me grieving?
have you ever seen me cry?
have you ever felt what I've felt ?
have you ever asked me why?
I think so, and Why do YOU feel this way>?
haha always an answer and a question if you ask.
Originally posted by LaraOh... sorry babe...
ok soon soon I promise, just having a few problems at home at the moment. but i will post some stuff soon.
hey, you need somethin, anything, like busted kneecaps, threatening letters, fish in papers, I know a guy. 😉 😂 winkiss take care of yourself babe. And; GOOD TO HEAR FROM YA! YAYYYYYY!!!!! hysterical