well it took me long enough to find this place!

Originally posted by Lara
yeah but some one keeps messing it up with minimal effort and has done it to me all my live its like they get some sick enjoyment out of it
they reap what they've sowed and will be punished by the powers that be soon enough.

canadian Coldfire, diva Tassie, gunsmilie crazy-a$$ me, heh, and the rest of our army!!!
shuriken
sniper tank tomcat
wink3

Lara.... Keeping this on top for ya! 😄

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
dang skippy. You forge ahead, cheri. You have the power, the will, and the guts to make your dreams reality. And you have plenty of backup!

canadian Coldfire, diva Tassie, gunsmilie crazy-a$$ me, heh, and the rest of our army!!!
shuriken
sniper tank tomcat
wink3

See?!? 😆

Of course you had to give me the dorky hat 😛 😂

Originally posted by Coldfire
Of course you had to give me the dorky hat 😛 😂

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
It's the canadia one, eh wot!!!??? 😆

Originally posted by Coldfire
Too bad I've never even seen a hat like that irl 😂 😛

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
😆 I HAVE! hahahahah! in tennesee, where I used to live.

Originally posted by Coldfire
😂 well then you should be the one with that sexy hat 😂 😛

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
psshhht only when they tag my toes.

unsetteling feeling in my stomach and veins
oh no here it comes again!
I thought i was done with this.
how can life bring me back to this?
such a wreched creature.
on the floor knees bent, head in my hands.
why is this happening?
why does it always bering me back to this?
why do i feel responsible?
is this all i have to look forwards to?
a sad exsistence such as this?
where happiness is a myth!
so much secondary suffering
how can i avoid it?
i can sleep i cant eat
I cant smile or laugh
this numbness is taking over?
its been given yet another chance
the tears have run dry,
but the feeling is still very much there
how can i ease this torment?
shead this dispare?

28/09/05

gravity weighing me down
heavier each day
where are you when i need you?
I dont have the strength this day
to bring myself to stand and walk away.
belting me harder in the head
eyes watering of their own accord
this cant be right!
am i really depressions whore?
how much longer can i avoid the blades which call my name?
the metalic tang of blood
the whisper of metal
the coolness against my skin
the sting of the edge
all this i crave.
some one help me!
SOME ONE SAVE ME!

28/09/05

Originally posted by Lara
gravity weighing me down
heavier each day
where are you when i need you?
I dont have the strength this day
to bring myself to stand and walk away.
belting me harder in the head
eyes watering of their own accord
this cant be right!
am i really depressions whore?
how much longer can i avoid the blades which call my name?
the metalic tang of blood
the whisper of metal
the coolness against my skin
the sting of the edge
all this i crave.
some one help me!
SOME ONE SAVE ME!

28/09/05

I agree with Will; awesome stuff ✅ hug

Seems a lot of ppl are still into the depressing poetry *sigh* It's a good thing we're having that poetry contest 🙂 I'm hoping a lot of ppl are going to enter something

hyper, bouncing off the walls
next second I'm so low
continuously falling
stalling for time
every one asking if I'm fine
I cant stand these phases
they never seem to last
until the next hyper
when i just laugh until i cry
slamming fists to the floor
screaming out loud
"I CANT TAKE ANYMORE"
the blade is calling me yet again
to shed my blood, repeat the sin
black make up smudged all over my face
a dishevelled mess
covered by hair of blue lace.
images of blackness display my mentality
they say I'm disturbed but they are blind
I'm just trying to fight my way out of this sickened mind.

29/09/05

Hi, my name is Ya. I have a really interesting thing to tell you.

Originally posted by Lara
hyper, bouncing off the walls
next second I'm so low
continuously falling
stalling for time
every one asking if I'm fine
I cant stand these phases
they never seem to last
until the next hyper
when i just laugh until i cry
slamming fists to the floor
screaming out loud
"I CANT TAKE ANYMORE"
the blade is calling me yet again
to shed my blood, repeat the sin
black make up smudged all over my face
a dishevelled mess
covered by hair of blue lace.
images of blackness display my mentality
they say I'm disturbed but they are blind
I'm just trying to fight my way out of this sickened mind.

29/09/05

Originally posted by Ya Krunk'd Floo
Hi, my name is Ya. I have a really interesting thing to tell you.

and what might that be?

DW: it sucks big time! 😂

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Describes manic depressive very neatly. Share a same curse, you and I.