katelovespirate
Senior Member
That wikipedia. it knows everything. HAHAHAHA. oh gee....
Yeah I wouldnt mark Will down as restricting.... I think its more that she's already GOT Will, he isnt a mystery any more. she knows what he tastes like. she knows how he is going to respond to everything. she is probably afraid that he is too good for her in the sense of too honorable--- that she would be restricted by morals, ya know? He fought for her, and continues to fight for her, but she is changing so much. I recently had this discussion with myself about a guy, really caring about him and loving who he was, but knowing that I would end up hurting him soooo much because I am just wild and manipulative and unpredicatble, even to myself.... so thats probably similar to what Liz is feeling---
she cares for him, but the restriction in her own mind about who she would have to be if she stayed with will makes her question her relationship to him.
And then she has Jack there, trusting her, allowing and even encouraging her to let loose and take off the corset, heck, go naked if she pleases. Plus she is attracted to him and he is to her. That flatters her.
I had a lovely dream last night, most of which i dont remember, but in the end i remember being wounded and there was this person that i trusted absolutely right by me, and i just held his hand and fell asleep on his chest, and i woke up with such a sense of well-being. I think in many ways Liz and Jack have that connection... seeing as Jack is a bit older (though probably only about 10 years) and wiser, and seems to know everything, she feels a sense of safety with him... a sense of protection. If she were truly in danger, I think she would run to him, like when she clings to his leg in that moment of hotness.
Jack's line "we're not through this yet love," is so beautiful because it is HONEST... he could put on a goofy grin and make a hopeful remark, but instead of trying to appease her or confuse her (as he does with everyone else, including Gibbs) he just states the truth. Its very emotional, they have an IN that no one else shares. Even when Liz is tricking him, there is this aura of trust and friendship. She wouldnt have done that sort of thing to anyone else. And of course she regretted it later, because she had lost her trusted friend, her hero, that person who could comfort her better than other people could, because he understood her. Now, she feels, no one truly understands who she is, or who she has become.